Monday 29 March 2010

Little sweet touch





It's hard when suddenly you feel and touch
Exactly this what you want and then it's gone
And you know that all you can have from now
Is just this sweet memory and little hope
That one day maybe you can feel this again
And come for more

Saturday 20 March 2010

Missed with my self




Some say that we can feel not enough life
or too much

It is an art to feel we have it
Just enough

Yet maybe it's good to feel this way at the end

As for now it's good to be a bit hungry I think

Just why at times
I'm still like at the beginning
Or I didnt even start anything yet

It makes me feel not so good
Like all I have done so far was not exactly this
What I want

Just where to go now
Where to go
And what for?

Friday 19 March 2010

Yes just a dream




So it seems
That you can live
Without me

It is just somehow sad
That we end up
Before it really start

Even after all these years
I have this feeling
That it was just the beginning
Of our real dance

But yes it was just a dream
Before the computer screen

and still is
here


Nice common truths

Nice simple truths just heard recently
In a few of these lovely movies

One: You are this what you love not this what loves you
Second: 2 things are important in life - to find your love and to live each day as it was the last one

I think I can agree with this
Yes good beliefs

:)

Saturday 13 March 2010

The thing about treasures




I like to find my treasures by my self
When someone try to push me
To buy them
I don't like them anymore

The beautiful thing for me has to be find by me
Then it please
And it is special and sweet

Friday 12 March 2010

Who knows the best way for you and me





I still have a feeling
That I had you just as much
As I was able to take my self
As I was strong to call and wish you
As I was able to act to touch you

and I could go for more
If I knew better way for it perhaps

or if I was just less greedy
Who knows

But well sometimes
There is only moment we can really enjoy
So it was like this with you and me
Possibly you never planned offer even this
So maybe it's good that I also act not only dream


I know that you only love me when I love you
Completely, for good unconditionally
And even then I can't be sure
If we ever meet again

These are your rules in the story
But I always go my own way


So what else to tell
I just hope you are ok

Wednesday 10 March 2010

Comfortable place to stay




I think you always knew
That this what is called "the real world"
Is not really interesting to me
Yes the fiction seems much more comfortable
To live in

Sometimes it is even hard to find
This thin line between
Two of it

Yet still I prefer to live here
Hard to say why
More colorful
More free?
Wild?

Any way when you grow up
All seems a bit boring
Isn't it?

I still wish to laugh at times
That's why

Deconstructing Harry

"Deconstructing Harry" - Harry meets the Devil

Deconstructing Harry - Woody Allen - The Affair

Tuesday 9 March 2010

It's gone





So you don't know my thoughts
It's stoped this line between
Any naughty fantasies any dreams or sorrows
This mind became closed to you

I don't even know if I miss this so much
I enjoy being with my self now
Sharing just a part of the story
At times

Yes maybe it's better like this
Me is just me
There is no need to share all these
Little secrets

So you dont know of a man I was thinking about
Going by bus recently
He remind some old friend of mine
Or lover
Yes I was thinking of him this way too
Just a little thought in the bus
To make journey more pleasant
You always liked to know
Who I can think about this way...

Many times it was you who created another story
Yes sometimes I miss this still

But well
I don't even think to send you any message anymore
It's all gone

Tuesday 2 March 2010

Nothing new






You just compare sensitivity
Believes
Dreams
Chemistry
Then you go for it

You feel this mixture of smiles and tears
And you know
That's it

Nothing new
Indeed

Yet so sweet

Just watching you still





I think there is nothing but poetry
In your life
But this is main reason I love to come back to you
and watch
Even not touching you
Nor saying a word
Even not being your woman,love or whore

I am just coming here
and drink your mind
Like it was my story and like you were mine