Feelings world

From other hand

2011-06-18T14:30:00.003+02:00

But if all these sweet little things
Make you happy
There is no way nor sense to leave
In fact they are all
What you really enjoy and have...
All the rest is just a waste
An exaggeration the form over the content
or selfishness and expectations over the love, so

Lets enjoy the moment
When it comes
and let's wait for more of them
always
with the same hope
because we know
that it works
and that it is
just exactly this
what we want
both
still

let it be
as it is

yes

Little thing

2011-05-24T18:33:00.003+02:00

When there is not much to gain
There is not much to lose as well
So you live your life as it was before
Just without

The Doors-The End

2011-05-20T19:44:00.002+02:00

"This is the end
Beautiful friend
This is the end
My only friend, the end
Of our elaborate plans, the end
Of everything that stands, the end
No safety or surprise, the end
I'll never look into your eyes...again
Can you picture what will be
So limitless and free
Desperately in need...of some...stranger's hand
In a...desperate land
Lost in a Roman...wilderness of pain
And all the children are insane
All the children are insane
Waiting for the summer rain, yeah
There's danger on the edge of town
Ride the King's highway, baby
Weird scenes inside the gold mine
Ride the highway west, baby
Ride the snake, ride the snake
To the lake, the ancient lake, baby
The snake is long, seven miles
Ride the snake...he's old, and his skin is cold
The west is the best
The west is the best
Get here, and we'll do the rest
The blue bus is callin' us
The blue bus is callin' us
Driver, where you taken' us
The killer awoke before dawn, he put his boots on
He took a face from the ancient gallery
And he walked on down the hall
He went into the room where his sister lived, and...then he
Paid a visit to his brother, and then he
He walked on down the hall, and
And he came to a door...and he looked inside
Father, yes son, I want to kill you
Mother...I want to...WAAAAAA
C'mon baby,--------- No "take a chance with us"
C'mon baby, take a chance with us
C'mon baby, take a chance with us
And meet me at the back of the blue bus
Doin' a blue rock
On a blue bus
Doin' a blue rock
C'mon, yeah
Kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill
This is the end
Beautiful friend
This is the end
My only friend, the end
It hurts to set you free
But you'll never follow me
The end of laughter and soft lies
The end of nights we tried to die
This is the end"

Jim Morrison

Life and dreams

2011-05-19T13:17:00.012+02:00

The point is that in the particular case and in this stage of life
I do no longer wished to dream only

I have been doing this for years and suddenly I needed some change

That I shouldn’t..perhaps I know but…sometimes we need this
So now some dreams are only a step away from the actions I wish to make..and I do
In to the right direction that follows my needs but of course anything ever in life
Is not so easy nor so clear
And our steps should come naturally sometimes accidentally, just in time too, if they don't
All seems ruined and not worth to try to go for anymore
But these are emotions we can't always hide nor erase
Especially standing face to face

With these we wish to be perfectly real with

So all goes wrong at times
And there is nowhere to go after all
Nor even dreams stay in you
Except some of this we still feel inside
The regrets, and thoughts, some decisions that we make
Each day seems so different this way
Life flows with all its surprises again
To give us new inspiration and terms to come with
Here or there well it all just flows away
Nothing is stable, nothing will remain
Just these few feelings inside
Few broken dreams, few scars and some good memories too
Oh life, there is still so much ahead
There is also an experience behind
And this is what is all about
In fact

and you

you just hurt by this never ending fake you make

you are just a bigger dreamer than I

That's why

we can't fit right

Even if all seems so sweet at times

in a dream land

you helped me to create

once upon a time

it's nothing but a tell story

and well

it came to end

when I wakened up again

I tried so hard

to catch the dream

like it was real

you are nothing but a rain drop

and the charm splesh

when I try to have you for real

then you disappear

and

tears remain

that's how it is with you

and this life and dreams too

I was silly again

How silly I was

I am afraid...

too bad

Losing name

2011-05-18T08:19:00.002+02:00

Don't call your self my man
My man wouldn't do it to me again
You lost this privilege

you are free now
enjoy your time

resignation

2011-05-17T18:46:00.003+02:00

Now I don't need to hurt you nor do anything else
it's time to simply live like nothing happen
it's not the first time like this and well
there is really nothing to fight for

so

let's move on

Good bosses and you

2011-05-17T10:34:00.003+02:00

Good bosses as well colleagues mostly ask you the same question

Each time you meet

“How are you?”

and the only answer you find is:

“I am fine thank you”

Even if you are close to suicide at the moment
But it's good at least they don’t have to listen your thoughts
That are.. well let's say messy at times
So all is fine

Just a bit rainy perhabs

I am not a killer

2011-05-16T20:10:00.002+02:00

Yes I am not a killer baby
but when you treat me too bad
I need to hurt you

and kill you
the way I find attractive
and you perfectly know
what this means

What I am afraid
Is that we will play this way
again

I wish it was different
you know
but this is you
and this is me

and this is how it is
with us
this game starts

it was your choice
not mine

but this is you
and this is me
darling

so

I think you know
what this means

I wont ask you again
this is the end

It must be love

2011-05-08T10:17:00.001+02:00

You make me feel sick too easily
It must be love

The Killers - Shadowplay

2011-05-08T10:16:00.002+02:00

The killer can be a woman who brings your child
The killer can be a man you spent the night with
The killer can be a life you can't bear

Be strong if you wish to stay to the end of the show
If not, well it's just a matter of time
But why worry so much
Enjoy and find this real thing you care about
It has to be something special for you
Another way, what would be worth all of this world?

The answer is always the same and you know it well
so why worry now?
stay strong and smile to all
that's how it works

An alternative

2011-05-03T09:47:00.001+02:00

If we can't live together
maybe we could die together
At least?

A mistake

2011-04-23T21:34:00.002+02:00

For a moment I thought
That it is a conversation
But it's again just a talk of mad woman in space
Nothing else
How sad

Smile smile not

2011-04-23T16:06:00.004+02:00

yes you know how to put smile on my face
but you know as well this how to get it away
it's just I take all too seriously
so it's touching

so silly I am
with this

but how not to be
when I feel
each word of yours
by all senses
by whole heart
and soul
how?

Please stay and bright my day

2011-04-21T16:30:00.002+02:00

I was always searching a light
and then you came in to my life,
how nice,
but now please stay
and help me to fight with all black thoughts that come
from time to time,
don't be too scared of them
just stay and speak to me
so they all gone again
and I can smile to you,
my beautiful,
how I am happy that you came
to bright my days
to teach me passion and love
that I never believed can be real
until we've met and this just happened
my darling

you are the man with the real passion and love in your words
That heats women hearts
at least mine
which is burning each time you stay near
please never change
and come again here
when you see me walking in the darkness without you again
or when I'm using my charms for another man
Who could take me away from you
Because I am yours for good
remember

Your album

2011-04-19T14:21:00.003+02:00

Hard to say what touch me more
Your pictures with these nice looking women around you
Who you work with or you have fun with I don't really know
or pictures of your family that you love to put between us
Like a pavis before my love
I think I am not doing the same to you
You know I could flow like a river to find new world with you
Searching a way to keep a safe place for all we are with now too
But you are afraid of this I know
It was never me that you really chosed
To be with for real
I am nothing but a little shadow on your soul
Little ghost of love to keep inside
To fulfill empty days with some charm, noise and warm
yes this is who I am
Not a big deal in fact
Just a song, a poem, a thought, a smile, sometimes tears too
Something that let you feel a little bit more
Even just excitement at times too
Just a moment in space
That's all
Yet still you are everything to me what I want
I can't help that you become my world
And from this time I can't find anything else to enjoy
But it is still touching
All this what you show me now
But I wish to watch and cry
For all that I wish to have but I can't
We all have such things haven't we?
I am not the one like this
It's quite common sin
And I am guilty too
I can't enjoy my days so much
As this longing I have for you
I drowned for good
I can't help, can't explain this too
I just need to watch and feel and have some hope
For this what I want
At least I've found this thing
I have my way inside, my need
To keep you inside me
And in this little wish to see you again
and to feel love in your words and touch
Even if it is so fleeting I need to stay waiting
And watching you, there is nothing else I can do

One funny thing

2011-04-08T19:06:00.005+02:00

There is one funny thing with you
It seems that I always try to force the doors that are always open
But I keep doing it and I am always a bit surprised
Seeing you there with open arms for me and this sexy smile
Yet again I start every day with you from the beginning
My new old dance for you my song
To win your heart like it was still
Not in my hands

Myabe this is how I understand love?

Or maybe I just feel safe with you to do whatever I need or wish to do
Having hope that nothing will change the way you feel with me

Or maybe you just helped me to enjoy my self better and discover things or just being me because Suddenly I want this all and I need to be like this

You using the right word, the right glance or maybe the right spell
You create the sea of love in me that I need to flood you in and keep you like this naked wet and wishing more
Sometimes it works sometimes I have to wait but I need all this still
It's amazing thing this life with you really!

This way love seems like watching and showing carefully or spontaneously but always with the same interest and need to see and show more

And this is what I love about us
and in you and me
this never ending story

the temperature of love

2011-04-07T22:04:00.002+02:00

too many words
too much heart away
it was too much of me by your side today
so it's time to go away

waiting

Hidden things and exceptions

2011-03-27T08:52:00.002+02:00

Generally I don't like hidden things
At all
Except these few
That I share with you

You look like rain

2011-03-26T20:01:00.000+01:00

Needs

2011-03-26T19:12:00.005+01:00

I need to be like an open book
You need to be a secret lover though

and we both respect each other
This way love turned into signs in space
And our minds create magic to live by
Just like a faith
and hope

It is somehow wonderful
and you know that magic is all I can believe in
especially this one that we can feel

The slight differences

2011-03-26T18:31:00.005+01:00

I am trying to save this all
What you are trying to hide

From some point of view
I can see kind of cooperation between us
In this matter

I will save all this what you will lost
and you will save all other things around

Thank you

The importance

2011-03-26T17:41:00.003+01:00

Nothing is more important
Than this what can happen
Between us

If it isn't
It means
That nothing really happens

Don't you know?

Am I able to hurt you?

2011-03-26T09:47:00.002+01:00

If the answer is YES

so you are the right one

Pain of love

2011-03-20T19:21:00.003+01:00

This love seems painful at times yes
I didnt know though how much this beautiful pain I need
to live
until we've met

You touched me virtually

2011-03-20T18:57:00.004+01:00

You touched me virtually
One more time my magical boy
You know well how to keep this madness in heart

I wonder how many songs you have still in hand
to make me yours
and so in love with you

forever

how I love this word
Used for you

Even if some say
it never works this way

I love it
and I wait

for more

miracles

that comes

from the sound of you

my man,
my ghost of love

the spirit I keep in me

to live

I need to put a spell on you every day new

2011-03-20T18:06:00.004+01:00

I have a spells in my head
That need to spread
Like I want you to be mine
Forever
Like I need you to be here
In any form avaiable
You can be a link in net
A sound of the song you send on your site
A message
A hope for a meeting
A trill of the sight of you
But you have to be near
With me
Always

Because I don't know if I could ever enjoy this world
Without you

So I will spread this song
To keep you with me
Just like this
In my dreams still
Until another day will come

A day for us
and our love
in touch

A difference between the war and you

2011-03-20T16:30:00.005+01:00

The topic of war can be interesting for a day
to recognise situation see whose decision I accept less or more than all I can do is to let others decide about the shape of the world and the number of killed or survived

But the topic of you is eternal
I can study you through years and each day seems different and more fascinating and new pictures of us coming to my head and new dreams are born and I can fulfill life by this colorful influance of your spirit to my soul and live by this forever
waiting another touch

Oh what the war than means until it doesnt touch my own life or yours?
Just a bad news

My fresh breeze

2011-03-17T13:06:00.004+01:00

I love the way you are for me
This fresh breeze in the air
You gonna make me smile
Each time I see you here
You make me feel
Young forever with you
A dancing girl
Just as I love to be

My dear boy
My dream

go on

please :)

If you ask

2011-02-08T22:50:00.003+01:00

If you want to know what I like
Well I like fishing in the great deepth of life
Catching sparks

They are mine

2011-02-05T22:29:00.005+01:00

These words I long to hear from you
Every day
But I know you can't repeat them too often
So they remain
Powerful and fresh
Each time
They come back with you
so I could be sure
more

and to stop mourning
in the time of silence and uncertainty

Surrender at discretion

2011-01-26T09:07:00.003+01:00

It doesn't matter what was wrong and what even could be
I promise to be a good girl
and I will be
you know you are a necessery and the basic component of my dream
you can't disappear
and I can't go away too
it' just without any sense to do

you stay and me too
and we work for new smiles still
I hope I won't make you feel bad again
My dear man
and I understand now
that you have had right
to be so mad

it's you who can chose
the right dream for both not me
until you live here

Not the end

2011-01-25T19:57:00.002+01:00

You knew it couldn't end up like this
didn't you?

My jealous man :)

"It's Beyond My Control!"

2011-01-21T09:49:00.004+01:00

You have had to be really bored of me

So it's you who ruin all in a one moment
with such an ease
I never had so much force in me
To do it

But you know after years
It's not such a tragedy
As it was before

It was not even so hard to delete you from my list
and from my world
That you hate so much right now
Suddenly

Good bye love of my life
I hope you will enjoy
This what you have there
And what you have done

I failed and it seems I am not worth to enter this house
we never really build we never really had

An idle stupid dream
this you and me
indeed

Empty house

2011-01-20T18:13:00.001+01:00

There is not love here anymore
So don't come

House of love

2011-01-18T20:42:00.005+01:00

With you
Even a grand serious LOVE with all its hard rules and consequences
Seems atractive and not scaring at all

and this lack of freedom at our home
you announce
Is like an open gate to the unknown world of wonders so wide
That I never felt outside

It's like enter to real story I was only read about
So far...

The light

2011-01-17T09:29:00.003+01:00

So you've been back to turn the light in my world
How beautiful
The witch is gone sweetness came back to my lips and words
And all around can breathe again
With me at home :)

of course we need our dreams to live
they are part of us
just as you are part of me
and when you disappear
I do not exist

Just a shadow of me
Pretends something still
To let them believe
That I am here

Just a rainy days

2011-01-16T19:57:00.008+01:00

It's amazing how every day is different
and how much uncertainty I can still find inside
about you and me, the future or even this moment we live
I feel like this boat I am on and I can't go out is sinking
And I am the main responsible for it
but maybe it was always only me
who was going to drown in all this

They just came here to save me
and I should be strong now
to keep going on this at least as long as they need
There is still not the right time for change
I know
So why this mess inside, why this fight for?

I really don't know

You achieved precisely nothing in fact to do that
Just go on the way you start
There is no way out
So keep smiling and enjoy
That's why you are here
for the sake of god!

And you darling I know you will be back too
We need each other
In some magical way we do
and we live together
Even just in mind and it's fine
You sweet little dream of mine

Don't worry baby I will be fine
It's just at times
This black cloud doesn't let me see things clear enough
but after a rain there is always a sun
so it doesn't matter

It's all right too
if you can't come now or soon
I've learnt to wait
For this what I wish
and in this waiting is also some charm
My sweet full of life man
from the green wonderland
I found out once upon a time

Piss off

2011-01-16T12:11:00.004+01:00

There is so many things you should simply enjoy
but you don't
anymore

You are so piss off with all
and wish to send everybody to hell
including your self

good that after all you back to your senses again
and it's still like nothing happened

Wolf and me

2011-01-15T19:37:00.004+01:00

Oh I didn't know there is more beautiful wolves
In this world
What a sweet surprise
Yes you bring me smiles

Sir
And you amazed me last night
The beauty and power of your sight

And yes I am a bit shy
In my daily life
at times..

If you wanna know

But not when I meet the man
and the wolf

Then I am not
Then I know how to speak
and how to wait too
and how to enjoy

All

how it works

2011-01-14T18:55:00.006+01:00

You effect me
And then I have something to tell
To this world
About a beauty and about love
About a desire and about a betrayal too
About everything what is real and meaningful
All these hidden secrets of the heart flow unwrapped in to the open space
Who knows what they do when I close this box
I don't care too much

Sometimes I feel like someone who after thousand years of silence
suddenly needs to speak

So forgive me
If it is too much to handle
Too much to keep

I don't know the end my self yet...
I create and share to live

But don't worry about my home
In mean time all is going on

Another meal is prepared another day fulfilled
By also sweet little things I share with them
They just ask at times: mom
Why you talk to your self all the time?
and what do you say?
Oh nothing my babies it's just another life
I have inside nothing to worry about
It's just my another world to live by

Finish your dinner now

And you the man who is still beside me
You know that all this what I keep here
Is just an illusion of my mad mind perhaps
You believe that, don't you?

Anyway you look great and I hope that in some way
You are still happy to meet me
Even if I am not ordinary wife to you
But you never cared of things like this as I know...
You knew I am still kind of girl and it's all
Just a fun and a specific type of trip
We decided to start and to keep
Until it is working well for you and me
How long then?
Can you say, can you see?

Oh better to not think of the future now
We are as we are and live as we live so far
Where it leads?
I don't know

I am on the way to unknown
Dreams are dreams
But now is now
The only sure thing
We grab in hand

and this another space another life inside

I am just greedy as always I...
Forgive me and you too
That I have you all
Maybe I shouldn't, who knows?

The balance

2011-01-14T16:53:00.003+01:00

At times I am a bit confused
How much lies we need to spread around
To keep all close of us happy enough...

It's also an art to know this
balance between right and wrong weight of illusion...

In life

2011-01-14T13:38:00.010+01:00

In life

there is time of fuck

and there is time

of poetry

less interested of this make wars

or other bad things

besides we are all just a voyeurs

of other people life and fantasies

of course in mean time there is plenty other things we do like hard work for living and some daily stuff like making our beautiful children growing up if we have some, keeping family and friends in good or bad mood, but it's nothing what I am talking about right now

this what I mean is us and basic forces that lead us to act

love and hate
and space between
one or another feeling that let us move
in this world

right or wrong

basic things but natural...

I don't know where this smile came from suddenly
in me...
must be again some sweet memory...

♪♫ Nightingale ♫♪

2011-01-14T10:05:00.000+01:00

Come lover sacrifice my land
So I could enjoy any stone we pass across
Any house we kissed each other beneath
Any grass we lie down to rest
Any path we walked through holding each other

Any piece of the ground and the air we breath
To remember and to comeback
With a secret embrace to these places

For now they are all useless
No meaningfull enough
To enjoy to remember
To notice they exist at all

So come soon
I am calling you
The way I can
The way I find
Tempting enough
By nightingale I got today
For you

Please come

My love

I am not creative

2011-01-14T09:04:00.005+01:00

No my darling man
I am not creative
I just need to tell my story
When something special begins
and it all starts with you
Each time you come
My beautiful open book
My adventure with no other end
Just with you
In your arms again
Cuddled

It's you this sweet raise the roof of my head
I love to have
To move, to scream, to wait

and to show
what I find so beautiful
in this life in this world...

Don't you know?

Just the spark of your sight

2011-01-13T16:14:00.003+01:00

So this is the end for now...
Not a day but maybe a month or a year
of waiting
I was too intense perhaps
So now it's time to calm down

You have gone
Nothing to share
Nothing to live by inside

Just a memory of the spark
and hope

that you will be back

tomorrow

2011-01-11T21:20:00.004+01:00

It's amazing how easily you make me so hungry so greedy
and one day seems again like an ocean of longing
to have you again the way I need
just for me

The best what you do

2011-01-11T16:15:00.004+01:00

The best thing in this what you do
Is the way you make me feel beautiful enough
To wish to seduce you
and this is all I long for
to be like this to you

seductive and beautiful

Dreams come and go

2011-01-11T09:31:00.004+01:00

So you worry of anything that could ruin
This relationship we have
It's good to know you care of this
Though we have a bit differnt point of view
for the real danger we can face on the way
I am afraid...

but we both want to keep this alive
and this is good
I shouldnt worry too much
before the time
and just enjoy your presence
in my world
that's all

dreams come when you come closer
but they all die in a moment you are not here
I am not enough selfish greedy and cruel too
to run for them alone

and I know that for you
it'd be a nightmare if I do

so the only place for you and me
is here
I know darling I know my sweet
so don't worry

and dream still
No one ever will know
about you and me
except this place here

but it's only a play garden of my own desires and dreams
so not a big deal

Bad boy

2011-01-11T09:09:00.004+01:00

How bad I have to be today
To be exciting for you
My bad boy?

Hard to say all is born in a moment you come
But everybody knows

That being just nice
Is not enough

For this juicy colorful life we go through
to gain new smiles
together

Love and poems

2011-01-10T20:55:00.003+01:00

I love that
Writing another poem for you
is a bit like making love
With the same man from years
and still with the same flame
it comes each day each night each year...

It's an art and love in one
So perfect so fine

and

I love that
I can still
Enjoy this one single favourite topic
I have from the time I've met you

At times I am just not sure
How much you enjoy
this open love

yes I know this writing on this site
Is like showing me naked one more time
before all who comes to watch us...

but you love a bit naughty things too
so you can enjoy I am sure you do

and I love that I can be mad with you as much as I want
It's quite comfortable

The tree of dreams

2011-01-10T19:23:00.006+01:00

A hundred dreams
Come inside
Whenever you touch me
By your beautiful mind

Don't stop

please

go on
and stay here
near

so I can feel them
and live enjoying their melody and smell
so easy to touch they are now

like you were here
beside
inside

me

still

I love it

and I always will

THE SPY

2011-01-10T19:12:00.002+01:00

Do you feel me
On the other side of this screen
So much as I feel you?

Whenever you come closer here and make a single step
I see it
I am the spy in our house of love
I can't help
I see all you do
I almost feel your breath and your thoughts

and I share
I share

as much as I can
until I feel you are so close
and dreams grow up fast in mind
and maybe you hear my thoughts for a while..
and you enjoy

and I wish
I wish
you could stay here
for me

longer
a bit

just a bit

until another dream
I can share
and I can live by
comes

because
you are here
again

for me
so close

Find your birthday and then find your tree.

2011-01-05T12:32:00.004+01:00

This is really cool and somewhat accurate,
also in line with Celtic astrology.

Dec 23 to Jan 01 - Apple Tree
Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir Tree
Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm Tree
Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress Tree
Feb 04 to Feb 08 - Poplar Tree
Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar Tree
Feb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine Tree
Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow Tree
Mar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime Tree
Mar 21 (only) - Oak Tree
Mar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut Tree
Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan Tree
Apr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple Tree
Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut Tree
May 01 to May 14 - Poplar Tree
May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree
May 25 to Jun 03 - Ash Tree
Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam Tree
Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig Tree
Jun 24 (only) - Birch Tree
Jun 25 to Jul 04 - Apple Tree
Jul 05 to Jul 14 - Fir Tree
Jul 15 to Jul 25 - Elm Tree
Jul 26 to Aug 04 - Cypress Tree
Aug 05 to Aug 13 - Poplar Tree
Aug 14 to Aug 23 - Cedar Tree
Aug 24 to Sep 02 - Pine Tree
Sep 03 to Sep 12 - Weeping Willow Tree
Sep 13 to Sep 22 - Lime Tree
Sep 23 (only) - Olive Tree
Sep 24 to Oct 03 - Hazelnut Tree
Oct 04 to Oct 13 - Rowan Tree
Oct 14 to Oct 23 - Maple Tree
Oct 24 to Nov 11 - Walnut Tree
Nov 12 to Nov 21 - Chestnut Tree
Nov 22 to Dec 01 - Ash Tree
Dec 02 to Dec 11 - Hornbeam Tree
Dec 12 to Dec 21 - Fig Tree
Dec 22 (only) - Beech Tree

YOUR TREE
(In alphabetical order)

APPLE TREE (the Love)

Quiet and shy at times, lots of charm, appeal, and attraction,
pleasant attitude, flirtatious smile, adventurous,sensitive, loyal
in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner,
very generous, many talents, loves children,
needs affectionate partner.

ASH TREE (the Ambition)

Extremely attractive, vivacious, impulsive,demanding, does not
care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play
with fate, can be very egotistic, reliable, restless lover, sometimes
money rules over the heart, demands attention, needs love
and much emotional support.

BEECH TREE (the Creative)

Has good taste, concerned about its looks, materialistic, good
organization of life and career, economical, good leader, takes no
unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid lifetime companion, keen
on keeping fit (diets, sports, etc).

BIRCH TREE (the Inspiration)

Vivacious, attractive, elegant, friendly, unpretentious, modest,
does not like anything in excess, abhors the vulgar, loves life in
nature and in calm, not very passionate, full of imagination, little
ambition, creates a calm and content atmosphere.

CEDAR TREE (the Confidence)

Of rare strength, knows how to adapt, likes unexpected presents,
of good health, not in the least shy, tends to look down on others,
self-confident, a great speaker, determined, often impatient, likes
to impress others, has many talents,
industrious, healthy optimism, waits for the one true love,
able to make quick decisions.

CHESNUT TREE (the Honesty)

Of unusual stature, impressive, well-developed sense of justice,
fun to be around, a planner, born diplomat, can be irritated
easily, sensitive of others feelings, hard worker, sometimes acts
superior, feels not understood at times,fiercely family oriented,
very loyal in love, physically fit.

CYPRESS TREE (the Faithfulness)

Strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give but
doesn't necessarily like it, strives to be content, optimistic, wants
to be financially independent, wants love and affection, hates
loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied,faithful,
quick-tempered at times, can be unruly and careless, loves to gain
knowledge, needs to be needed.

ELM TREE (the Noble - mindedness)

Pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not to
forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest
and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others, noble-
minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.

FIG TREE (the Sensibility)

Very strong minded, a bit self-willed, honest, loyal, independent,
hates contradiction or arguments, hard worker when wants to be,
loves life and friends, enjoys children and animals, few sexual
relationships, great sense of humor, has artistic talent
and great intelligence.

FIR TREE (the Mysterious)

Extraordinary taste, handles stress
well,loves anything beautiful, stubborn, tends to care for those
close to them,hard to trust others, yet a social butterfly, likes
idleness and laziness after long demanding hours at work, rather
modest, talented, unselfish, many friends, very reliable.

HAZELNUT TREE (the Extraordinary)

Charming, sense of humor, very demanding but can also be very
understanding, knows how to make a lasting impression, active
fighter for social causes and politics, popular, quite moody,
sexually oriented, honest, a perfectionist, has a precise
sense of judgment and expects complete fairness.

HORNBEAM TREE (the Good Taste)

Of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not
egoistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable
and disciplined life, looks for kindness and acknowledgment in
an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy
with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of
its decisions, very conscientious.

LIME TREE (the Doubt)

Intelligent, hard working, accepts what life dishes out, but not
before trying to change bad circumstances into good ones, hates
fighting and stress, enjoys getaway vacations, may appear tough,
but is actually soft and relenting, always willing to
make sacrifices for family and friends, has many talents but not
always enough time to use them, can become a complainer,
great leadership qualities, is jealous at times but extremely loyal.

MAPLE TREE (Independence of Mind)

No ordinary person, full of imagination and originality,
shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self-confident, hungers for
new experiences, sometimesnervous, has many complexities,
good memory, learns easily, complicated love life,
wants to impress.

OAK TREE (the Brave)

Robust nature, courageous, strong, unrelenting, independent,
sensible, does not like change, keeps its feet on the ground,person
of action.

OLIVE TREE (the Wisdom)

Loves sun, warmth and kind feelings, reasonable, balanced,
avoids aggression and violence, tolerant, cheerful,calm,
well-developed sense of justice, sensitive, empathetic, free
of jealousy, loves to read and the company of sophisticated
people.

PINE TREE (the Peacemaker)

Loves agreeable company, craves peace and harmony, loves to
help others, active imagination, likes to write poetry, not fashion
conscious, great compassion, friendly to all, falls strongly in love
but will leave if betrayed or lied to, emotionally soft, low
self esteem, needs affection and reassurance.

Poplar Tree (the Uncertainty)

Looks very decorative, talented, not very self-confident,
extremely courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant
surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity,
great artistic nature, good organizer, tends to lean toward
philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.

Rowan Tree (the Sensitivity)

Full of charm, cheerful, gifted without egoism, likes to draw
attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and even complications, is
both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, passionate,
emotional, good company, does not forgive.

Walnut Tree (the Passion)

Unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egotistic,
aggressive, noble, broad horizon,
unexpected reactions, spontaneous,
unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon
partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist,
very jealous and passionate, no compromise.

Weeping Willow (the Melancholy)

Likes to be stress free, loves family life, full of hopes and dreams,
attractive, very pathetic, loves anything beautiful, musically
inclined, loves to travel to exotic places,restless,capricious,
honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with
when pressured, sometimes demanding, good intuition, suffers in
love until they find that one loyal, steadfast partner; loves to
make others laugh.

True or not but it's nice what I can read about our trees here and enjoy the fact that we so much compare to each other even if some of this is such a mix now but it's because we are as one...

The night is over

2011-01-04T08:39:00.002+01:00

I'm so happy you came again
Lover
You recognise well
My call in the dark
Then you are
My wolf

Turning tears in to smiles
Just like that
By one snap

So easily you do that

and the night is over

This is a secret place

2011-01-03T18:14:00.003+01:00

Please don’t look at these words
With the thin heart
Wrapped in the tight frame of conventions and rules
It’s not a place here for moral support
This is the secret place
We all have in dreams
So better look deeply in to the mirror
Of your soul
And see what it is longing for
Before you say what you think
Of me...
Please

This Mortal Coil - Another Day

2011-01-03T18:02:00.001+01:00

If at times I do not play soft enough with you
Forgive me
It’s because
I am always aching without the sight of you
No longer sure of anything
Then thoughts go mad
Playing their battles defending, hitting you
for my own uncerteinty
I feel because you are no longer here

So little I have you
And so much I feel you I see you inside my head

It never change
See my darling so many years it’s still like we just have meet
And it was the beginning of the story
Each day each year the same
Yet so different
But today I learn one more time
How to take pleasure from the silent signs
You give
To let me know you are here still
For me

Me and write

2011-01-03T07:53:00.005+01:00

What are you doing there at night?

I set free demons in to the sky

So they can enjoy a little freedom

Are you all right?

Yes all fine

Better stay away

2011-01-02T20:18:00.003+01:00

I think I shouldn't be with you
I shouldn't even think of you

I am too jealous
So obsessively jealous
of any one who comes closer to you
even in few words or in my imaginary
It's sick
I know it..
I never felt this way about anyone
so far

and I come closer too
to one or few

I have to stay away
simply stay away

and wait

just

for what?

Coincidence

2011-01-02T19:29:00.002+01:00

Darling
It's so good that
When I'm going in to self madness
Step by step

You in mean time learn
How to be a doctor

So when I'll be in your hands
You will cure me

But

Do you really want me?

humble words

2011-01-02T16:55:00.005+01:00

these are moments when you can feel
that even simple write can be just a part
of your own decay and you still go on

even when you know it is wrong
but in fact the strenght of this act
is visible for you only

and you can't stop it now
because it's just the middle of the way

in your circe of life

And what is the truth?

2010-12-31T17:11:00.004+01:00

And what is the truth?

It is not a matter of this truth at all
There is plenty of them as many point of view

This what matter is the point of your view and the way you got it

And what this gives to you
means for you

and don't be too serious
it's not worth of it

so enjoy enjoy the night

and The New Year

Diagnosis

2010-12-31T11:31:00.014+01:00

Can you tell me
What is so wrong with your marriage already?

Well I can say
It's the peculiar lack of intimacy
It's the fear to ask basic questions or to answer them
It is the lack of ability to share important thoughts

That should unite
But they only takes us apart

Unseen
Unsaid
Not realized

The silence

and the lack of cooperation
on a deeper lavel of existance

Can we survive?

I am afraid it's too late
My darling

I found out my self
With someone else

I didn't know I can be so cruel...

you are so delicate so good
and I am so bad

it's at times hard to stand...
and that I am such a closed book for you
all this time

It is a real drama in fact
I just hit you to death

and you didnt notice...

Maybe it's better like that
I't because you live outside

and you don't see clear
so we can live in peace still...

and I can stay here like a fool in space
Until you find this page
and feel what I have to say
and you will drown in this see I've build here...

but for now
sleep well my dear
it's not a time for war yet

so

Happy New Year

The question

2010-12-30T15:34:00.003+01:00

What form of me you wish to have now my dear?
How to love you still
When all seems so distant again
sudennly somehow
Far away

but always
I do and you too

so come whenever you need

my love

Wishes for the second part of the life

2010-12-30T10:34:00.009+01:00

At the second part of life
I wish that my sons grew up and stay happy and with the wisdom enough to have special life full of good things and adventures within
and I wish to have some nice cosy pub with good music, few friends around and the special atmosphere to spend the evening in a charming way and to have something to live by
or little guest house in London too, who knows
and the man who loves me and who I love from all my heart close to me
and still few dreams ahead in my mind and plenty sweet memories to come back to and to smile
Some sort of good clothes to use in a special ocassion too
Some crazy trips from time to time
Visting friends around this ground
The circle of friends who knows me well and who understand all
Thats all.

Poetry and you

2010-12-29T19:58:00.005+01:00

I let you in
and
Nothing really happened
What a disappointment...

By the way what actually this poetry is?

It's me of course can be you and he, she, whoever

The voice I am never able to speak
With people
But it is growing in me
So it has to be said

Then I write

It has to be said
Because it is the only real sign of this
in fact quite humble existence I have

That is worth a while a smile a life...for me

Not even all the time
But you can always chose
What you like the most

It has to be said
Because it is the one thing

Real and Alive

Inside

And what I believe we need only this little thing

The passion in heart and mind

And someone who can burn this flame to sing and dance

No matter from where it comes and where it leads

I know I should follow it

You here

2010-12-29T16:01:00.004+01:00

And who exactly you wish to be here?

The single man to date with
The lover or the killer of me?

It's your choice
It's only a dream

so feel free

Art is everything

2010-12-29T14:25:00.003+01:00

Anything you are not able to turn in art
Is nothing special

And it doesn't really matter what the word "art" means to you

It's everything
You can live for

The Year 2010

2010-12-29T10:53:00.002+01:00

In fact it was the best year of my life

and you know why :)

love and too much love

2010-12-27T20:25:00.005+01:00

Sometimes it's a bit hard to decide
What is worst
To not have love at all
Or to have it enough

If it is inside you and you can feel it hits the ground it seems a miracle
But noises of the crowd who don't really know anything - especially you
Seems a bit annoying though

These are days you can't bear even one loving man beside you
and all you long for is the silence and a distant song of the memory you keep inside

to survive

The way

2010-12-07T13:10:00.004+01:00

Is any other journey for human worth a while
than this deep one in to your heart and mind?

We can travel just on the way to each other
and explore this as much as we can

Walking on the fields cities and deserts seems quite empty thing
If it doesnt let you know more about yourself and about soemone else...

Hidden Sky - Full HD final

2010-12-07T10:53:00.002+01:00

In the framework of your hidden love
I can feel freedom just enough to fly
And to share the flutter of my wings
With you

I don't need to go away
Because your chains
Are wide enough
Invisible but strong
So I know where I belong
And I wish to be back still
Yet I go my way discovering this world
Like a child
And we both know that this is what I need and enjoy
So we have this large space and time to play
And this is ok
Until the memory of your sight
Is still alive

Little warning

2010-12-05T19:52:00.004+01:00

This what I don't like much
Except obvious things:
Real violence, wars etc
In this what you can call
Every day life
Of common guy

Well so this what I don't really like much
Is too many questions and advices

Yes I think such things annoys me the most
and the boring talk of course
I am sorry to say so..

Everything else
Is acceptable

Even if it is simple or complicated
and brings some unexpecting things
In to your soul
Or hurts your feelings or ego

We need free space
To make steps
Even wrong
So dont ask too much
and don't say you know

If you wish to stay close

Sweet secrets

2010-12-05T19:12:00.003+01:00

There is so deligtful sweetness
In some hidden secrets
If you know how to keep them
Alive
And to feed your self
By this violent kind of pleasure
You can taste in them
When they become
The most valuable and mysterious
Part of you life.

Then there is no return
From this deeper kind of world
You live by
Or you live because

Until death
or
Until they become
Ready to be shared
With all
But be aware
They can lose its natural charm
Or they can transform
To the new form

But do not hurry up with this
You can never know

So

For now

Just enjoy
And keep them still
As deep as you need

They are
To make your days and your life
So SPECIAL

Silence and sounds

2010-12-05T19:06:00.002+01:00

Sometimes it's like a sea of silence
You have to get through
Waiting for noices
You long to make
In the darkness
One more time

Aspiration

2010-12-04T10:01:00.004+01:00

What is your favourite aspiration?

I'd like that someone find the hidden beauty
In me
Then make a piece of art from it
And invited me to the process
Of Creation

And... we could both just disappear
After all

About some wonderful things

2010-11-27T19:45:00.007+01:00

You know what is wonderful between us Darling?
That whatever we do
Even being hard at times, bad, impossible, wrong
Or not being at all for long
Still whenever I see you
I can feel like this adventure just began
and it's so exciting and so good
To be near you
And this mix of smiles and tears inside
And this comfortable confidence
That I am beautful for you
Yes it is sure
In your smiles it is
And in the way you kiss

Well
I can't explain this well
But it's just
That anything else
Doesn't really matter and doesn't compare
And we can do or say whatever
It'd change nothing at all

Smiles and tears will go on

Sinners and honest men

2010-11-27T19:08:00.002+01:00

Sinners and honest men
Will never understand each other

So better if the stay away
And play different games

They are not friends

We become more cruel with time

2010-11-24T21:07:00.005+01:00

We are getting to be a bit cruel
With time
Did you notice?

Keeping these little sorrows
Years by years
We do not even know
When it starts

You have to be ready
To face this now

On this stage of life
We are

After all we went through
Together
You should be aware

What I can do to you
When I feel not enough

Love

Glory Box (Stealing Beauty)

2010-11-01T21:21:00.000+01:00

No call

2010-10-24T21:47:00.008+02:00

Yes I'm quite silent recently I know
But whatever comes to my mind to share with you
Seems so cheap, too sentimental and piteous
So I prefer to stay calm by my own
Maybe I could live without you maybe I could
It was nothing but words
And all was already said before
So it's time to stop

No call, no wish, no hope
For more

Only waiting for another day
That will come

With or without
Love

Any way it was always just a dream
That you are here
With me

Nouvelle Vague - Dance With Me

2010-10-12T09:23:00.000+02:00

I wanna be loved by you ... Sinead O'Connor

2010-10-06T18:04:00.000+02:00

ReCoil ~ want lyrics

2010-10-06T09:27:00.000+02:00

Yello-Kiss in blue

2010-09-17T21:23:00.000+02:00

Just don't go anywhere darling
You know how much I need you
To keep this dream alive

HUGS - Just Do It !

2010-09-10T10:32:00.000+02:00

No words needed

2010-09-10T09:31:00.008+02:00

Somehow words don't flow anymore
It seems like I've said everything to you
There is no need for more
Repeating could destroy
The meaning
of us

So now only a play of thoughts
Inside my head
Let me dance
Still for you

So I do

Wet Wet Wet - Love Is All Around (original clip)

2010-09-09T08:38:00.000+02:00

My sweet thing

2010-08-31T07:20:00.001+02:00

Is this life not just a moment in space?
So just take my hand and let's walk together as we enjoy each other right now so well
No names nor place are important for this
So let's just be here or there and dream and smile
And make what we love to make
Some special beauties in space, music dreams, love

My sweet thing you are for me
My treasure to enjoy the day
So let's stay and see
What this brings

Is it the rain or the ray of the sun
Is it the thought the touch or the dream
We just live by
doesnt matter
We were born to be here and to meet
Let's enjoy it

Leonard Cohen - I'm your man

2010-07-28T20:20:00.000+02:00

In love
There is not a point
To be always so perfectly honest and true
To each other

More it's to feel comfortable being as you are
And still feel safe that whatever it can be
All will be fine
And you are still the right one
And dear
For him

And the same from another side

Of course
That's how it works

Yello - Out Of Down

2010-07-28T19:41:00.000+02:00

Differences between some women and men

2010-07-23T08:58:00.003+02:00

Some men try to get so many women as they can
Some women try to not have so many men as many try to get them

It seems all the rest doesnt have so much to do
On this field so they have some rest

All can change in time
But the rule seems general
Though not for all

Anyway it's a bit funny
And let's run or run away or rest
Depends from time and place and needs
Yet still we keep this play
Or observe
To really live

Yello - You Better Hide (Extract of Touch Yello)

2010-07-22T07:55:00.001+02:00

I think that ready scenarios are not good to me
I do not enjoy to act in them like this
I like unexpected things to feel
that comes suddenly
so you never know
what it can be

I am sorry

My Grand book of Wishes

2010-07-22T07:45:00.003+02:00

First of all
I wish you to follow my thoughts
Even these silly, boring, repeating ones
With these all errors I do
And that you try to understand them all
I know it is all mad at times
Touching too and it makes you feel
Bad or good
But you have to look

You have to look at me
Without it it's nothing here

And love is just the word
Without the real background

And I wish it was true
This all you
Not only the moment in space
For naive silly whore
Who is looking for something
She should not
No this I don't want

I wish few things more
But this I wrote before
So you know

And I wish this one night too
With you

And that you massage my feet
Being again so caring and sweet
Telling me all I want and need to hear
Making me yours for good
Yes this I wish the most

And that all you say was true
And that I was able to catch this somehow
and never lose

And I wish to be more sure
Of tomorrow
With you

Evolution

2010-07-19T16:40:00.001+02:00

Life is evolution
But you missed my direction
So it seems I go alone
In to the unknown

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Vangelis - Come To Me

2010-07-12T11:56:00.000+02:00

She's Out of My League - Trailer - 2010

2010-07-09T12:05:00.000+02:00

Ville Valo feat. Natalia Avalon - Summer Wine

2010-07-08T13:21:00.000+02:00

Another summer came
And you so sexy man
Who can have every woman
Of this world
If you only want

Just what for?
If it's hard to keep
Even this one
Me...

Anyway it's all fun
Nothing more

So enjoy the summer

My love

Leonard Cohen - Everybody Knows

2010-07-06T13:05:00.000+02:00

I wish we could do something still

2010-07-04T20:12:00.004+02:00

My darling man
Before we leave this world
I wish we could do something beautiful
Together
It can be a book, a song or our home
Whatever
Because as we both know
We are only guests on this planet
And our journey is in the middle of the way
If we have a chance
So still so much and so little time left
To put our footprints our little bricks
On the wall
Until we say goodbye

But before we start
To do this something great
We can meet at least
For a cup of tea or a drink
What do you think?

About Love again

2010-07-04T11:31:00.003+02:00

Yes it must be true
Love is just a magical, fragile, intimate
experience of your own soul
It’s good if you have possibility to express this somehow
To share with this one
Yet you must be careful
Too much love can be hard to stand
I suppose
So just dance in your heart
And learn how to not scare away
This someone you care
This delicate sound is the best to gain
Not too loud not too much
Just dance inside first
Enjoy or suffer and play inside
With the feeling that comes so rare
Sometimes stay silent too
If it works good
It is fragile thing
This love
More waiting in this than fight
It comes naturally
In sounds, touches and kind of wisdom
Don’t make a noise
Just listen its voice
And never use force
Rather a beautiful song
To let her know
That you love