To one sweet friend of mine

How we can be closer then
What more we can understand?
What do you wish me to do?
What you can expect from woman in love?
What is this we can't share or we do not so far
What deep relation you are looking for and you still can't find?
Maybe lets just drift on the ways of our dreams and enjoy these little touch
We can give to each other with smile and yes kind of love
We can't have more I suppose

You just fight again

All good now
I can believe still
You are wonderful and mine
Just as always in fight
With all real problems this life put on you
You never share too much of them
You always want to give me the best just
My man how beautiful you are
How sexy
You don't even know
How much I adore you
And the fact you are so good
But you never try to show this

You are for me just this sweet sexual beast
And beautiful lover
For my pleasure and for relief

Lets stay in dreams my love
It's the best space for both

Confession

So you have it
You have it all
With details
My love
And what now?

You know how I am afraid
What you can feel
What you can say

I am guilty
I know

Could you forgive me please?
And don't let me go?

I wish to stay
Inside your world

Just let me in
I wait so long

I know I was so bad
I made so many mistakes
And mess around

But you know
How much I love you
In this

And that it's done
Just because

I feel you are so far
At times
And I am weak enough
To do wrong things


Especially from the time
I see you are able to enjoy this

So please
Let me live
Beside you still
I want this
I need this
And I dream

Is it enough
To forgive?

All sins?

Please let me believe still

In our dreams

Don't let them gone with the wind

We need them still

Both I hope

My beloved

Not words you need

So many useless words
I gave to you again
If only one you really need
Is the picture of my ass
Dancing slowly beside your eyes

To let your hungry hands
Move closer to it
And to play
And to hold

This
What you really want
To taste
To take
To talk to

Making your cock so hard
And your mind so wild

Just as I love
It can be
For me

When we meet
In darkness
Of our unfulfilled dreams
Still

Wisdom of lover

I think that you perfectly know
When I am totally yours
And when I look around
For little dessert
I could taste
mean while

Of our story

You are too smart sometimes
My beloved
But that's why

I do

adore

You

So much

You must believe you hold the key

You are this one I gave the key
Into my world
I hope you do not destroy
This what you hold

I am not sure
I'd be able to enjoy it still
If I wont have you
You who can do whatever
You want

How I wish you could be excited at least
Once or two
Or in tears or in smiles too
Just looking at me
From inside my dreams
And sins

It should be amusing
A bit at least

Wrong steps

I do all what I shouldn't do
Looking for general laws or directions

but I still feel your breath
beside me
maybe it's just a dream
but sweet still

so I keep
drifting
in thoughts
in to your world
opening my secrets to you
with hope

that it's not too much for you
and you rather stay silent
than you say go
because you can't stand me
anymore

Distant lover

You always just let me

To be

Hungry you more

And it works

All I have so far

Is this desire

For more you

Inside my world

And my hole

Romance

I like the fact
That you are not afraid of death
If it comes
From my hand

Constancy fits to you

I thought it is also a jealousy
That keeps us so close so flingly
But it was before
Now I can find so much joy
When you tell me
You are not interested of any girl but me
This makes you more attractive now
Even when I do tease you
All the time
Making hell from your mind
How I love when after that
You still say to me
My Darling

It's all I want to hear and live for
To hear
These words
From your mouth
What ever I have done
Before

I love to be your bitch, your whore
Just don't leave me anymore

The future

Future
It doesn't matter
When right now
Right here
I feel eternity
In this little message
You keep
To send still

and heaven is in me

Something what you can't do

You can't simply kill this dream I live for
Having nothing to offer instead of

Please try to understand
My silly friend
How important is this faith for me
When nothing else let me feel
So good as this one last thing
I still believe in

It's dangerous to take away
My own soul from me
Giving me few empty caresses
To get excited
It's much too little for me
When I know
How good I feel when I believe
In love

This last little thing
Which is the reason to live
For me

Love is for these who are able to survive

We are so easy to touch
This jealousy of love is impossible
It let only the strongest survive
All the rest have to leave this boat
Before they do something wrong
or drown too deep to still live and sing

Power

I love to give you power
Over my body and soul
Because I love you and I trust you enough
To know that
You wont use it
In any other way
Than to make me even more smiling
At the end and more open for you
As I ever though that I could


It's the most wonderful thing
I ever felt
and it's good

Years go by

A few years we are together here
And I still have a feeling
That it's just the beginning
Are we going so slowly or this way is so long?
Who cares
Anyway I love this
No end between you and me
This endlessly
This dream

So I am here
and you are too
I hope
It's enough to dance still
It's enough to live

Exception

I hate anyone who tells me what to do
Except you
You are cute even in this
And I am glad to listen
You
It's always the part of this sweet game
We play
Even not being aware
To the end
We create
Another day
In our play


Where could I find something more
Beautiful?

Where could I drown
So blissful?

I don't know
I never found
Anything more exceptional

So far

It is still for me

I am here
For all those never written poems
I can feel in the memory
Of your kisses

I wonder how many lives
I can have at the same time
Still being my self in this
It seems at least two
Just as we are
Right now

Independency

Little secret room with all useful stuff
Some clothes, books, PC
For a couple of days staying
In my favourite place in the world
Few times a year

With you coming there
When I let you know
That I am
And I wait you

Recent dream
I have
About me and you
Independently together though

you and your bloody poetry

Some men who write poetry seem a bit infantile
To me
but not you
You are really wild
Bony cruel mad sick
That's what I like in it
You bad boy fascinated in those things
Normal people scare to think

Yes I like men like you
Who do it so gently
This charming diving in to the madness we can be in
Ignoring rules borders purity
Yet still shy
With relation between
You and me
It's somehow sweet

You and he

And again you talk to me
Like you were him

As you were living inside his mind
Whispering all this...he wish to tell me
And I wake up
To your words
As to love
I still feel to him

Amazing connection
of three minds or more
I don't know
I just feed my soul
By your love