Tuesday, 20 October 2009

Our play





And see darling
What we have done
A womaniser
Dirty boy
and your naughty bitch and whore

What a beautiful couple

I will miss us now

Who can play the same
As you and me?
And to keep this so innocent still?
Just like a dream
Of perfect love

We had once and we had to lost
Oh you were here too
For sure
At least for some time
My partner in crime

But we went too far
I know
Though
It was worth

You didnt tell me






It seems you forget to tell me
About this one little thing
That you will get married soon
Well good luck
She waits quite long
12 years
Oh amazing we are here 5 too
This time is running so fast
Don't you think so?
Amazing how long we belonged to each other here

I wonder when you decided though?
The same time you promised me this life together forever?
Or recently?
When you suddenly gone after all this mess you prepared for us both?

Any way it is good decision
I hope you can make it
She is good for you
She will forgive you all
And she wont be as me
I think
She wont hurt you as I can
Playing your own game

We were good as a dream
You can't say it wasn't nice
You belonged to me here
Quite sweet
Sometimes cruel too but mostly sweet
Yes for sure
Well such a special fantasy
It is a good thing
To live
Is in it?

Just how to release my mind now
And go to all these who wait
I think the time as always
Is the best to forget

And keep your mind and heart free
From this love which doesn't work any more
Somehow

I don't know even why
And what I did
That you decided to leave
Without single word

Well all have its ways I suppose

Any way she is such a gentle lady
It was nice to talk with her
Last night

Yes good to know
Some facts

Send her my regards
and well I hope you will be allright
I wasn't able to lie to her this time though
Besides you didn't ask

Congratulations again
I am sure you tell her something clever enough
To make her wish you still
You are such a charming man
When you want this

And I am as I am

Always too free on my way

Dancing still

Teasing your dreams
Like before
Your sweet little things

Monday, 19 October 2009

A call




So it is real
You do not give a shit for me
At least I know that you live

I feel so piteous
With this
Knowledge
In me

Such a fool again I was here
God why it has to be so sad
Love is just overrated

So there is nothing to say more
Time to go

Sunday, 18 October 2009

leonard Cohen - the gypsy`s wife

I just need to go now
To dance and to know
The taste and the smell of this life a little bit more
After all I'll be back
I'll knock to your door
As before

Asking for love
Like a dog

And you will let me come
Because it all was written to this book
We live in

And you accept this
Because you know me enough
To let me dance

Still

I'll be back to you
Or I'll die

Doesn't matter
I had you

So everything now
Is just a bonus
To enjoy

But l did all what I had to do
With you
I did good
All that I could

To feel you

So I go now

To enter the life

More wide


Good bye



Saturday, 17 October 2009

Vanity Fair (2004) with Reese Witherspoon Trailer

There is much of colours in life to enjoy
In each time you have something to discover and go for
yet this one is still the most precious for all
No matter where it is found and for how long
Happy are these who know its taste
Unhappy too because anything else
Can't be enough when it is lost
yet life has still its charms and joys

Of course

Of course

Just this 5 minutes too late





You are this man
Who I didn't want to do this with
But I did
So now we both have to forget
That it ever happened
Immature you can say I am
Well false signs I gave to you this night
These smiles, a little care, hugs and dance
And these five minutes you asked me to stay in your place
And few little more things
I guess
Let me do this
Make you so blind insensitive enough
To take me without my permission

Now you have to disappear from my life
Like a ghost from the past
A little scar inside my mind

We didn't really build any story between
It's all misunderstanding I think



And you
Yes you my love
This one who just left me alone
Some time ago
For all these nights

How I wish you could erase this man now
Who just came and took me
So easily
Without my wish or need

You should be there
Not he

Do you know this?

Wednesday, 14 October 2009

Moments of truth

At times you feel like you are a bit lost
In all these dreams that lead you through the life
Yet I hope that in the right time you know
The perfect choice
Just when you really feel it
And when you know what you want

Do not spoil these moments of truth
They are really rare
And they are good

Nothing but a heartache



Maybe you are a bit disappointed of this silence now
But how many times I can make a fool from me
In the name of this "love"
That seems to be nothing but illusion of my heart and hopes
I think it is enough for me

Yes it is baby

Just the way we are




I think you understood
What I am going to do now

And that decision was made long time ago
It's just time now
To do what I plan to do
From the start

Yes sometimes this plan
Has no sense no right time
But it is still inside
Somehow

So there is no return
I suppose

Just the way
I go
For now

Sometimes only inside
Not so sure
If it is good

But this is the way you are
You can't change much of your self
You just have to accept and follow
Your way

No matter what people say
You know all answers the best
You just have to listen them
And be brave

Yes
I suppose
Yes

Is it not this what we all love to believe?
At least

Saturday, 10 October 2009

So You left





So it really happened
You left

Maybe you are right
I am not worth this pure dirty love
We fell in
Between one and the second dream

Wednesday, 30 September 2009

if




If I have you
If I really could have you
Perhaps for sure
I'd not feel you that much
As now
Just when I've lost you

So maybe it's better like this
To keep you here
I know well
How to live with you
Just inside
My own soul

It's better to stay with this ghost
You became for me
Than see how it could be
If you and me were different
or if we met in different time
And just belong to each other more
Than only in dreams
That are now broken too

You see
We couldn't stand this
For real

There is not wrong way for dreamer




Very well this what you say
You just don't understand one thing
That I am one of these
Dreamers
And if one day I stop follow them
It means
I died

I live only when I come closer to them
I do not hurry up too much
It all comes in the right time
Sometimes a bit unexpected yes
But all of this I can handle
Not losing the sense and the main thing

You forget also that without me
All the rest wont be the same
And there is no me without my hope and dreams
So I have to go where I see the light

That's right

Saturday, 26 September 2009

Sometimes short is better

Yes sometimes when the conversation leads
To nowhere
It's better to stop it

Monday, 21 September 2009

Leonard Cohen - Chelsea Hotel#2

Leonard Cohen - Suzanne (video clip)

Distance




I wonder how far we can go from each other
And if it can be eternal
Just as this love we believed once
That can be true

I don't know

I don't know

Yet this story seems to goes on

Somehow

Even when you went out

Is this so easy?




Amazing
The sun is still shining
The life seems still keep some light inside me too
Even if you are not around me any more

How strange
This calmness

I just think how you can feel now
How it is
With you

Yes I am still curious
But this is all I can do
I have done enough
Far too much I guess

Well at least
I know
How it is
To feel all this
We all need

At times
Yes indeed

I know it

Wednesday, 16 September 2009

Action




I know I am bad for you now
But you deserve this
Your lack of care
Is unforgivable
And let me be like this

I will think later about consequences
if they exist

Tuesday, 15 September 2009

Perfect love story




You just let her do it
Then you let her end it by her self

She just can't stop talk to you
Like you were still here

She can't stop hurting you
Even when you do not care more
Of all her actions

But she still goes on

Like nothing happen

What did happen by the way?