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Sunday, 7 February 2010
Hard choice
Saturday, 6 February 2010
It's about
Saturday, 23 January 2010
Hey You
I don't think so I have been changed so much
It's just that you can't look for me anymore
with love in your heart
and I understand
I know it's mostly my fault...
I am sorry
I was not strong enough
To keep this stone
Yes I did this

I killed my love
It was me who did this
Piece by piece
Using words
Using pictures too
And these actions...
Being honest like a death
With you
I did this
Why?
Maybe it was just too hard
To stand so much happiness
At times
Maybe because
I am bad enough
To do so
Maybe because we had too much time between
Too much space
I dont really know why
It happened
But I can't change this now
I went too far
And I am going still
To fulfill any silly dream
Which comes suddenly
Where could I go now
If not ahead?
Well, I can just stop, I know
But then...
Then it will be the same
Do you think I am proud of this?
No I am not
I regret
And I wont forget you
Any sweet moment we have had too
Darling
But I have to live still
With or without you here...
Wednesday, 20 January 2010
The variety

In fact there are only a few things that matter in all of life
And from now all depends on how you can see and feel it
How you are able to describe, talk, live by it
There are only a few things
But such a huge variety in the way we got them
Indeed there is nothing more - just this
And time to understand or spoil things
Wednesday, 13 January 2010
Coming Back To Life
Indeed at the end
There is always you
Who know your self the best
So only you can understand why
Some actions was done
Some promises broken
Some feelings killed
Yes it is you who know all the story
Of your bright and dark soul
It is you
Who has to fight every day
With its own games
and try to win at the end
another day
With a little bit spice in it
To enjoy its taste
The best
Pink Floyd "Empty Spaces"
So it was me
Who killed this love
Finally
Now it's time for a little dance
In the dark
And for this feeling of being invisible
again
Yes it was best like this
After death there will be another life instead
Just as you said
Monday, 11 January 2010
Winter

It is the best time
For the suicide
If you plan this final act
You can simply go outside
Walk some time
Then rest in the forest
Looking at the stars
Saying your last hello and last good bye
To this special beautiful life
You have had
and die
Kind of beauty too isnt't it?
Well yes indeed nice end
Yet it's still something to do here
So there is no point to go
I'll stay in bed instead
Until I have some
So no goodbye from my side
Until there is still something to dream about
Something to follow too
Something to do
but it's nice to know
that you always have
some opportunity
Thursday, 7 January 2010
master of love
Saturday, 19 December 2009
Decision

I'm not speaking
With men
Who are not on the same level of naughtiness
As I am
The Common Sense
I have enough at work and at home
Here is free space
For something else
Something more
I guess
So go away from me
All reasonable only good men!
You just spoil the atmosphere
On my dream land!
All the rest
Who know rules and the time when they should be broken
And who know what I mean
Come in :)
Please
And feel at home
Still
Monday, 14 December 2009
This little book to fulfill
To one of wolves
Monday, 7 December 2009
Groovy Kind Of Love
I love when you said last time
"You don't have to be polite Anna
I love you"
You know that either you
And you are not
We are just as we are
You hidden at times
Me open wide
Each have its ups and downs
I know honey I know
This even too much
At times
But it is fine
It is this mystery on the way that leads us
This is all the fun in it
Isn't it?
Oh darling it all seems ok until I feel love in the air
But what if this all disappear one day?
What will stay?
The memory of glorious ancient times
So it worth
Yes it is worth
To jump now
In to the life
Just as we can just as we want
and smile and cry feeling all this again and again
Because there is still nothing else
Worth while more
I suppose...
Except one thing...
But you are not here
Friday, 4 December 2009
GYPSY'S WIFE
My dear man
I wonder if one day
After another ages flow
You just stand on the scene
To sing the song
For me
I'll be back hearing your voice
I'll be back
Of course
Because
Each way has its beginning
and the end we both see the one
You and I in song
Remember?
So I'll be back hearing your voice
I'll be back
Of course






