Sunday, 7 February 2010

Sen Katarzyny - Jacek Kaczmarski

Your Girl In A Photo




I was in love with you
From the first poem I read from you

Hard choice





I can't decide yet
If I'd prefer to be your Mistress or your slave
Both sides of the drama seems exciting the same
So it's hard to say

Saturday, 6 February 2010

It's about





It's not all about just taking and giving
It is about the feeling of primary joy and openess
It is all about being free and safe
On the way to each other on the way to the adventure
That the future of both of you seems to be every day
Like it was still just the beginning

Saturday, 23 January 2010

Hey You



I don't think so I have been changed so much
It's just that you can't look for me anymore
with love in your heart

and I understand

I know it's mostly my fault...

I am sorry

I was not strong enough

To keep this stone

Yes I did this





I killed my love

It was me who did this

Piece by piece

Using words

Using pictures too

And these actions...

Being honest like a death

With you

I did this

Why?

Maybe it was just too hard

To stand so much happiness

At times

Maybe because

I am bad enough

To do so

Maybe because we had too much time between

Too much space

I dont really know why

It happened

But I can't change this now

I went too far

And I am going still

To fulfill any silly dream

Which comes suddenly

Where could I go now

If not ahead?

Well, I can just stop, I know

But then...

Then it will be the same

Do you think I am proud of this?

No I am not

I regret

And I wont forget you

Any sweet moment we have had too

Darling

But I have to live still

With or without you here...

Wednesday, 20 January 2010

The variety






In fact there are only a few things that matter in all of life
And from now all depends on how you can see and feel it
How you are able to describe, talk, live by it

There are only a few things
But such a huge variety in the way we got them
Indeed there is nothing more - just this
And time to understand or spoil things

Wednesday, 13 January 2010

Coming Back To Life




Indeed at the end
There is always you
Who know your self the best
So only you can understand why
Some actions was done
Some promises broken
Some feelings killed

Yes it is you who know all the story
Of your bright and dark soul
It is you
Who has to fight every day
With its own games

and try to win at the end
another day

With a little bit spice in it
To enjoy its taste
The best

Pink Floyd "Empty Spaces"

So it was me
Who killed this love
Finally

Now it's time for a little dance
In the dark

And for this feeling of being invisible
again

Yes it was best like this
After death there will be another life instead

Just as you said

Monday, 11 January 2010

Winter



It is the best time
For the suicide
If you plan this final act
You can simply go outside
Walk some time
Then rest in the forest
Looking at the stars
Saying your last hello and last good bye
To this special beautiful life
You have had

and die

Kind of beauty too isnt't it?
Well yes indeed nice end

Yet it's still something to do here
So there is no point to go
I'll stay in bed instead
Until I have some
So no goodbye from my side
Until there is still something to dream about
Something to follow too
Something to do


but it's nice to know
that you always have
some opportunity

Thursday, 7 January 2010

Pink Floyd - Nobody Home (The Wall Movie)

master of love




You give nothing
But it feels like it's everything
You can live for
You take away nothing
But it feels like it's everything
What was worth to live for

Saturday, 19 December 2009

Decision






I'm not speaking
With men
Who are not on the same level of naughtiness
As I am

The Common Sense
I have enough at work and at home

Here is free space
For something else
Something more
I guess

So go away from me
All reasonable only good men!

You just spoil the atmosphere
On my dream land!


All the rest
Who know rules and the time when they should be broken
And who know what I mean

Come in :)
Please

And feel at home
Still

Monday, 14 December 2009

This little book to fulfill






I wonder if this what I do
Makes you feel more horny
Or rather sick though

But I don't care
It's just my way to go
You have nothing to do with this
For now

Even if you still live
here

Somehow

I know it seems that I am a bit cruel for you
Maybe it's just because

You already know

all

To one of wolves




Sometimes when you come here
I see
You just check if this is the right moment for you
And after few words you know
It is not
yet
So you go away
To check again
After year

Your meal

love




Is sometimes simple joy from little signs I can see
And faith that you still live there for me

Monday, 7 December 2009

Groovy Kind Of Love

I love when you said last time
"You don't have to be polite Anna
I love you"

You know that either you
And you are not

We are just as we are
You hidden at times
Me open wide

Each have its ups and downs
I know honey I know
This even too much
At times

But it is fine
It is this mystery on the way that leads us
This is all the fun in it
Isn't it?

Oh darling it all seems ok until I feel love in the air
But what if this all disappear one day?

What will stay?
The memory of glorious ancient times

So it worth
Yes it is worth

To jump now
In to the life
Just as we can just as we want
and smile and cry feeling all this again and again
Because there is still nothing else

Worth while more
I suppose...

Except one thing...

But you are not here





Friday, 4 December 2009

GYPSY'S WIFE

My dear man
I wonder if one day
After another ages flow
You just stand on the scene
To sing the song
For me

I'll be back hearing your voice
I'll be back
Of course

Because
Each way has its beginning
and the end we both see the one

You and I in song

Remember?

So I'll be back hearing your voice
I'll be back
Of course

Wednesday, 2 December 2009

Hard to say




Did I break your heart again
For good perhaps
Or did I make you laugh?

I hope this second more
Yet you have been gone
So I am not sure how bad I am for you