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Thursday, 11 February 2010
"Dance Me To The End of Love" Leonard Cohen
I am always the same
And I back to places I love the most
It's just how it is
And how it should be
The way is always the same
As you know well
We dont need to hurry up
the the end
We can dance still
Or I can do
Your choice
I'm here
Always inside my own madness and dream
I'm not going anywhere
So you can do
If you enjoy
Gone but still inside me

Do you think it is the end when you have gone ?
You are wrong
I can now even feel you more
You became my every though
Dream and joy
You became sweet memorie of my own
Bitter too
I know you like to be like this
It's more tasty, more real
I know you my broad minded and down to earth man
And now even when you had to go away
I still own you like a dream I wish to stay forever in
I know how to keep you still
And I dont ever wish to cure my self
It'd be like a cut the half of me
This more beautiful, more mad and deep
I wont do this
I'll drown with this ship
Instead
Wednesday, 10 February 2010
The woman needs her soul
And you shouldnt stop believe
That it's you who hold the key
And also you shouldnt forget
That smile is only a smile
and kiss is only a kiss
Nothing else
It all doesnt matter now my sweet
I have you forever
Inside me
You want me or you are away
It is all here
Tuesday, 9 February 2010
Sunday, 7 February 2010
Hard choice
Saturday, 6 February 2010
It's about
Saturday, 23 January 2010
Hey You
I don't think so I have been changed so much
It's just that you can't look for me anymore
with love in your heart
and I understand
I know it's mostly my fault...
I am sorry
I was not strong enough
To keep this stone
Yes I did this

I killed my love
It was me who did this
Piece by piece
Using words
Using pictures too
And these actions...
Being honest like a death
With you
I did this
Why?
Maybe it was just too hard
To stand so much happiness
At times
Maybe because
I am bad enough
To do so
Maybe because we had too much time between
Too much space
I dont really know why
It happened
But I can't change this now
I went too far
And I am going still
To fulfill any silly dream
Which comes suddenly
Where could I go now
If not ahead?
Well, I can just stop, I know
But then...
Then it will be the same
Do you think I am proud of this?
No I am not
I regret
And I wont forget you
Any sweet moment we have had too
Darling
But I have to live still
With or without you here...
Wednesday, 20 January 2010
The variety

In fact there are only a few things that matter in all of life
And from now all depends on how you can see and feel it
How you are able to describe, talk, live by it
There are only a few things
But such a huge variety in the way we got them
Indeed there is nothing more - just this
And time to understand or spoil things
Wednesday, 13 January 2010
Coming Back To Life
Indeed at the end
There is always you
Who know your self the best
So only you can understand why
Some actions was done
Some promises broken
Some feelings killed
Yes it is you who know all the story
Of your bright and dark soul
It is you
Who has to fight every day
With its own games
and try to win at the end
another day
With a little bit spice in it
To enjoy its taste
The best
Pink Floyd "Empty Spaces"
So it was me
Who killed this love
Finally
Now it's time for a little dance
In the dark
And for this feeling of being invisible
again
Yes it was best like this
After death there will be another life instead
Just as you said
Monday, 11 January 2010
Winter

It is the best time
For the suicide
If you plan this final act
You can simply go outside
Walk some time
Then rest in the forest
Looking at the stars
Saying your last hello and last good bye
To this special beautiful life
You have had
and die
Kind of beauty too isnt't it?
Well yes indeed nice end
Yet it's still something to do here
So there is no point to go
I'll stay in bed instead
Until I have some
So no goodbye from my side
Until there is still something to dream about
Something to follow too
Something to do
but it's nice to know
that you always have
some opportunity



