Thursday, 30 December 2010

Wishes for the second part of the life




At the second part of life
I wish that my sons grew up and stay happy and with the wisdom enough to have special life full of good things and adventures within
and I wish to have some nice cosy pub with good music, few friends around and the special atmosphere to spend the evening in a charming way and to have something to live by
or little guest house in London too, who knows
and the man who loves me and who I love from all my heart close to me
and still few dreams ahead in my mind and plenty sweet memories to come back to and to smile
Some sort of good clothes to use in a special ocassion too
Some crazy trips from time to time
Visting friends around this ground
The circle of friends who knows me well and who understand all
Thats all.

Wednesday, 29 December 2010

Poetry and you




I let you in
and
Nothing really happened
What a disappointment...


By the way what actually this poetry is?

It's me of course can be you and he, she, whoever

The voice I am never able to speak
With people
But it is growing in me
So it has to be said

Then I write

It has to be said
Because it is the only real sign of this
in fact quite humble existence I have

That is worth a while a smile a life...for me

Not even all the time
But you can always chose
What you like the most

It has to be said
Because it is the one thing

Real and Alive

Inside


And what I believe we need only this little thing

The passion in heart and mind

And someone who can burn this flame to sing and dance

No matter from where it comes and where it leads

I know I should follow it

You here





And who exactly you wish to be here?

The single man to date with
The lover or the killer of me?

It's your choice
It's only a dream

so feel free

Art is everything




Anything you are not able to turn in art
Is nothing special

And it doesn't really matter what the word "art" means to you

It's everything
You can live for

The Year 2010




In fact it was the best year of my life

and you know why :)

Monday, 27 December 2010

love and too much love




Sometimes it's a bit hard to decide
What is worst
To not have love at all
Or to have it enough

If it is inside you and you can feel it hits the ground it seems a miracle
But noises of the crowd who don't really know anything - especially you
Seems a bit annoying though

These are days you can't bear even one loving man beside you
and all you long for is the silence and a distant song of the memory you keep inside

to survive

Tuesday, 7 December 2010

The way




Is any other journey for human worth a while
than this deep one in to your heart and mind?

We can travel just on the way to each other
and explore this as much as we can

Walking on the fields cities and deserts seems quite empty thing
If it doesnt let you know more about yourself and about soemone else...

Hidden Sky - Full HD final




In the framework of your hidden love
I can feel freedom just enough to fly
And to share the flutter of my wings
With you

I don't need to go away
Because your chains
Are wide enough
Invisible but strong
So I know where I belong
And I wish to be back still
Yet I go my way discovering this world
Like a child
And we both know that this is what I need and enjoy
So we have this large space and time to play
And this is ok
Until the memory of your sight
Is still alive

Sunday, 5 December 2010

Little warning




This what I don't like much
Except obvious things:
Real violence, wars etc
In this what you can call
Every day life
Of common guy

Well so this what I don't really like much
Is too many questions and advices

Yes I think such things annoys me the most
and the boring talk of course
I am sorry to say so..

Everything else
Is acceptable

Even if it is simple or complicated
and brings some unexpecting things
In to your soul
Or hurts your feelings or ego

We need free space
To make steps
Even wrong
So dont ask too much
and don't say you know

If you wish to stay close

Sweet secrets




There is so deligtful sweetness
In some hidden secrets
If you know how to keep them
Alive
And to feed your self
By this violent kind of pleasure
You can taste in them
When they become
The most valuable and mysterious
Part of you life.

Then there is no return
From this deeper kind of world
You live by
Or you live because

Until death
or
Until they become
Ready to be shared
With all
But be aware
They can lose its natural charm
Or they can transform
To the new form

But do not hurry up with this
You can never know

So

For now

Just enjoy
And keep them still
As deep as you need

They are
To make your days and your life
So SPECIAL

Silence and sounds




Sometimes it's like a sea of silence
You have to get through
Waiting for noices
You long to make
In the darkness
One more time

Saturday, 4 December 2010

Aspiration




What is your favourite aspiration?

I'd like that someone find the hidden beauty
In me
Then make a piece of art from it
And invited me to the process
Of Creation

And... we could both just disappear
After all

Saturday, 27 November 2010

About some wonderful things




You know what is wonderful between us Darling?
That whatever we do
Even being hard at times, bad, impossible, wrong
Or not being at all for long
Still whenever I see you
I can feel like this adventure just began
and it's so exciting and so good
To be near you
And this mix of smiles and tears inside
And this comfortable confidence
That I am beautful for you
Yes it is sure
In your smiles it is
And in the way you kiss

Well
I can't explain this well
But it's just
That anything else
Doesn't really matter and doesn't compare
And we can do or say whatever
It'd change nothing at all

Smiles and tears will go on

Sinners and honest men




Sinners and honest men
Will never understand each other

So better if the stay away
And play different games

They are not friends

Wednesday, 24 November 2010

We become more cruel with time




We are getting to be a bit cruel
With time
Did you notice?

Keeping these little sorrows
Years by years
We do not even know
When it starts


You have to be ready
To face this now

On this stage of life
We are

After all we went through
Together
You should be aware

What I can do to you
When I feel not enough

Love

Sunday, 24 October 2010

No call




Yes I'm quite silent recently I know
But whatever comes to my mind to share with you
Seems so cheap, too sentimental and piteous
So I prefer to stay calm by my own
Maybe I could live without you maybe I could
It was nothing but words
And all was already said before
So it's time to stop

No call, no wish, no hope
For more

Only waiting for another day
That will come

With or without
Love

Any way it was always just a dream
That you are here
With me