Time to go our separate ways

Is there any life outside of you?
Can I still enjoy all things around?
Well I hope
Because I don’t feel you are beside me
For real
I have to live my self
Yes these moments with you
I can't compare to anything I had so far
Yes this is real love
But maybe
I can live still
Having you as a memory and little dream
When there is no need in you
To be with me for real
I have to go now I think
And try to have fun in this life still
Love to you is not all I can enjoy
In this world
I hope
I wont beg you to be mine
All the time
It doesn’t work
It’s not attractive to you
And it’s tiring for me
To live just by illusions
You share from time to time
To feed my dreams and to keep me still
Ready for you
And full of love