Sunday 14 December 2008

We Were Lovers

Nothing can go wrong
I'm sure it wont
We have to believe just
We have to go on
And laugh and cry
and Love
Together

Friday 12 December 2008

On the way




Direction is one
From the start to the end
Just a space between
Can be enjoyable less or more
Just the number of thoughts, action,
Meetings, things you have done
Is different to everyone
Just the way you are
and love or hate
This world
Makes some difference
I suppose

What do you really want
Right now?

Angelique

I long
This life
At times
As you had
Angelique
So merveilleuse
So sweet

Sunday 7 December 2008

Today




Today
I just drowned again
In this blissful warm assurance
Which my heart gives to me
That I love you
Indeed
Forever
So sweet
What ever comes
What ever may be

and I'm happy

Thursday 4 December 2008

The circle of run




All of you wish the same
Then
When one is successful
You become disappointed a bit
For a moment
Then you want more
To run for it
To try at least
To win

How it's sweet
The circle of life
The beginning and the end
To start again
To keep to lost
And rebuild
And go on
Still

Reading you



You are so cute
With this love in your words
Not important so much
It's for me
Or someone else
You look beautiful
With this special clothes
On your soul
You look good
And I like
Watching you now
So stay like this
For me please
Be so sweet
Inspiring
neat...
I adore it

Thursday 27 November 2008

Monday 24 November 2008

Still




You are the last person I talk to
Yet still the closes one
My beloved

It's just how it is




And what do you think there
Being silent
I'm always curious
How far we can go
From each other
For how long

And it's me who break this silence still
It's just how it is
With you and me

I know you wait
And I know you can go
When you don't feel me
Enough
It's just how it is
With you and me

I know this

Saturday 22 November 2008

Until




Sometimes I can feel like your heart stop beating
When I keep silence and the distance is killing this dream
But when I'm back and think of you more
I can see there is still you here
For me

I love to come back to you
I love it
and I'll do
Until you let me
Be near
Until I can feel
You want me still

The key




You are so delightful part of my life
All pieces are important the same
I can't explain it
I can only enjoy it
And go on my way
Watching, feeling love
The key
Is the beauty
And the way
To follow

So much love around

Thursday 20 November 2008

Abandon




My darling feels abandon
What to do
He lives alighted by my passion
Another way his silence kills
The rest of me
Drifting slowly on the surface
Of my delirious dream

When he dies I do too
Yet I cant run anymore
Dont have force in me enough
To chase this dream
With the same flame

Saturday 15 November 2008

You are back




You belong to my internal world
My beautiful madness, my wonderful
What can be stronger than this?
More inspiring, more sweet?
We just have to go deeper now
There is no way out
From here
You know this, my dear
It can hurt at times I know
We are as we are
And this is our love
Lust, obsession whatever you call it
But this link us forever
Because we enjoy it
Because we live here
And because it's rare
Happy I'm again
I know you too
We belong here for good
Yes my love
So good you are back
Inside my world
And you smile
I know you smile right now
Just as me because you are
Back in to my heart

You




No you are not a gentle type
Of husband
Don't cheat your self
You are a rascal
And I want you this way
I'm your whore
And we belong to each other

And we feel well
Don't we?

Friday 14 November 2008

Don't leave




You must be blind
To not see
How my heart
Is bleading
When you say so
When you are leaving
You say it's me who hurt
Look at me now
Don't you see my tears?
Don't leave
Don't leave
Please

Thursday 13 November 2008

you and me



We know
How to hurt
Each other
Perfectly
Then we wait
To come back
Then we feel
This delight
And this need
To be right here

Monday 10 November 2008

Once upon a time




You didn’t come then
You had a busy night for sure
My message wasn’t tempting enough
I know
So we missed again
Days are mine
Yours are nights
There is no space for us
So the only thing that keeps us together
Is this sweet memory
Of touch, of voice, of love
We made once a upon a time
In a sunny day, in a glorious night
In the city somewhere on the ground
How sweet memory to keep is this
How nice
But what now?
Wait wait of course
We still have the time for this love
We still can not rush too fast
So we have what we have
Long hours, days, years to wait
Yes
By the way
Will you come this time
As you said?
Or should I forget?

Almost without you





Daily sadness and joys

Captured my soul suddenly

It’s almost like you were not here

Anymore

Just sometimes this scream inside

Come back, come back

I really need you to live beside me

I need this hope

For more

To go on

What ever I have to do right now

Right here

To live day by day

To not die

Inside

Without this special you

This dream too

This love

Saturday 8 November 2008

Drop a hint




It's not so important
Who you are generally
More important is
Who you are for me
Actually

So be as "nice" as I wish
Please

and don't forget
To be your self
In it
Still


Friday 7 November 2008

For now




I love when you are there
Missing me
Leaving your sweet little traces
In our spaces

Then I know
That this journey through the moon
To be continued

And don't say sorry
That you came
too late

You are always welcome
Even when I'm away

Just be
near
connected to my soul
as always
as you were before
It's enough
for now

Wednesday 5 November 2008

You who wait for words



I know you are waiting
But I have others
To feed up at the moment

Monday 3 November 2008

Color




I'm not that noisy
As I used to be
You should know though
I still love you
As I did before

I just like this silence now
somehow

Wednesday 29 October 2008

At least




Even missing you badly at times
I feel good
When I know
That you are with me still
At least
Within your dreams

Sunday 26 October 2008

Meeting





I met the woman today
She said she doesnt like any man
Why so I asked?
They hurt her and treat her badly
Don't know details
They think we are only
a sex machine, she said too
Well hard to believe somehow...
Besides we both like this game
And if we know
How to make things hot
I can't find this really bad
We can feel if someone treat us
The way we wish or not
I suppose...
But maybe I'm wrong

At the end she said
That I talk as a man
Well it's ok...

So I make angels from you?
Yes I make you beautiful for me
And then I enjoy
How good
Is all this we do from now

So I'm the man
In this woman eyes
bizzard

Come my angel soon
I miss you

and don't forget to show your tusks
a bit


You know

That I like it






Easy going





We do not complicate things
We just have a little bit more
Than we had before

I didnt know it's so easy
until we met

but now
I just smile
and wait
for the next
step

Wednesday 22 October 2008

Some




Some people we feel inside
No matter where they are

It's a miracle
Of life
It's what matter
And what you really have

Monday 20 October 2008

Your loving fingers




They know so much
They know how to touch
They know how to push
They know how to rub
They know how to slip
They know how to keep
They know how to wander here and there
They know where to press
They know how to undress
They know how to caress
They know how to arouse me
They know how to make me scream
They know how to make me wet
They know how to make me wait
They know how to make me sweat
They know how to make me hungry too
They know how to make me asking more
They even know how to make me begging you to stop
They know how to make me dream on and on
They know how to make me soft
They know how to make me
The woman in love

They even know how to hurt me
Beautifully

Indeed
Loving fingers they are

Admired



No reason




It's just our write that we share
We both long for their fingertips
(maybe you long something else
more)

So, wandering among sweet dreams
or last pleasures
We meet here suddenly
Two souls in need
Which understand each other perfectly

Just to spend some time here
No names, no faith
Simple thoughts
To check
And to send something back
No reason
For this

but wish, a little spark
among the dark
or among all other sweet things we live with
It is good
To be here
With you
and your write too


Sunday 19 October 2008

Who you are




You are just the right home
For my thoughts
To explode

You are the mirrow
I can see
The right pictures
Of my own dreams in

So you mix

Living here

Being the part

Of my own way

Through the light

Is it bad for you?

Is it hard?

Heavens know why

Supermassive black hole

Friday 17 October 2008

When I'm sure




Time, place, words
Doesn't matter anymore
When we know
What we know

My own wolf




I wonder
Where is my wolf now
Is he hunting still
So busy with a new dream to gain?
Or with all these things around him?
To arrange, to catch, to keep?

I love to imagine his life still
Even if it is so closed to me here
I do not belong to this forest he own
I know
So I do what I want
In my own world
He will come again
One day
Wolves like to be free
But this one still belongs to me
What is sweet



Chair




I like when you do so
I mean
This little move of the chair
Which you put near mine
To come closer a bit

Just some little smile
During a long day
You bring
By your fresh touch
of new story
That could start
Between
Us
Perhaps
At least
inside
Our minds

Travelling in your mind




You seem angry a bit
Being now a piece of this dream
Used in a bad way perhaps
Waiting still for scaps
To serve back
Your wonderful mind
Created for my pleasure
Right now
Yes I love to live here
Inside you
And mix you and him
Do what you want now
I'm not afraid
I enjoy your part
and I'm glad
to find you

Wednesday 15 October 2008

Monday 13 October 2008

Question




There is silence
On your site
When I don't write
Why?

Friday 10 October 2008

This never ending story






Hey you - the Lover
I know you exist for me
Only when you feel that I need this
So don't think
I forget about you now
I just know
That we have the time still
So I wait
And play here
You know how I love this world
My waiting room
Is still full of dreams about you

Drifting




Yes I love all these
Sweet little stops
Swimming in your mind creations
When I imagine my self as this mermaid
Who sing for you
Another song
Leading you to a secret death
That you could drown once again
In this irresistible charm
Of immortal belife
That we can wake up
Again
Just to dream
To get lost
One more time

The circle of our needs never ends
So we are here
Again and again
Having hope for more

That is how it goes
That is how I love

You here




Wednesday 8 October 2008

lookout





You answer
Of my inner questions
Like you are living
Inside me
You know the best what I need
You are waiting
On your golden branch
Keeping lookout on me
still
Touching dreams
This mad atmosphere
between
Alluring
Inspiring
Sweet

I like you here

Sunday 5 October 2008

Are you still hungry?



Yes you can do it

With passion

Your special inner charm

Beautifully and strong

With all this what you can give

So naturally to me

But if there is no real care

For today for us

You know

It seems a bit sad

After all

And I become calm

Wishing less

I just wait

Now

I learn

To live

Separately

For months

For years

Maybe

Is this patience good

For this love?

Can passion survive

In hibernation?

Well we will see

My belove

Are you still hungry

As you were before?

your call


You let me do bad things my beloved

I know you enjoy this sweet little crimes

Which flow from your to my soul

To raddle us together for good

In the secret

We can’t share with anyone

Flair mind you are

And I can’t say no

When I love

So we go

Together

Low

Right now

Monday 29 September 2008

My sunny




You are still able
To make me
so happy
By single word
My beautiful

Sunday 28 September 2008

Another piece of you disappeard



Is this that you don't want this dream land anymore
or it's something else that let you vanish your self to the end?
It's always so touching
You know how much I adore each single piece of you
You disappeard from this world
And suddenly I'm alone
For how long?

Wednesday 24 September 2008

wolfie lover




My wolf came in to the forest
To take me
It's not the first time
Not the last one
He does so

Maybe because I love this
Quite inconspicuous smile
He has just between one and another

Feast of him
By me

Sunday 21 September 2008

Good bye for real




I love you yes but I think that
I can't be with a man
Who fail just too many times
To whom I can't rely
For whom I'm on the last place
Things to care or persons important to not
Disappoint
I know that at least
You are always so sweet at the end
The best thing I have ever had
But you are cause of so many tears
Doubts fears
That everything can just disappear
That everything is not real

Or I just wish too much
Or it's just not the right time
I don't really know
Just too many broken promises
You give

Maybe its my fault
Maybe I shouldn't come here at all
To give you so many chances
To not come or not to do
What I had hope you will
What you love to promise me
But all promises are so hard to keep
So nothing is as it should be
But it's just life you can say
yes yet still too many broken promises
Too many times I'm losing a ground for a while
Too many times I have to wait
in vain
I try yes I try to understand
But it's too much to stand
Take it easy you can say
yes I can
And it's not a problem to me to consist in my self yes
but this way alone I'm still not with you
Don't you understand this
No I think you don't
I just expect too much I know
So dream is not a dream anymore
Is it love?
Just life and the way we treat each other
Yes I love you still
I'm just afraid it can't survive the time
And the way it goes now
Make me just unsure
How it could be for real one day
You make me so sad ignoring fooling me still
Yes your sorrows are sweet after all
But for life is just not enough
You are cause too many tears and doubts

Yes besides all this you are beautiful
Charming, sweet, wild and good
But I need the man I can rely on
And I can't lose my ground
So many times a day
I don't have force enough
To such life as you offer me right now
Yes you are an exciting type
I can't deny
You give me so much so good things
Without you I feel so empty yes
But to live together is just not enough

But thank you for all
All these sweet moments you gave to me
This instantaneous care too
I really appreciate that you say you love
And some moments with you I never forget
My beautiful lover
My dream, my secret
I'll keep you inside me forever
But for now I have to say good bye
There is no chance to live together for real
We always knew this I think
We just loved to forget about this for a while
But I think it's time to wake up
Lets keep us as a dream from now
And forget about any real life
We do not belong here
To be together like this
We always knew this I think
I was just fooling my self
But I cant no longer
Good bye
My sweet beautiful impossible man

Just keep inside this what we find


So through these days
I just found out
That I still can't consist in you
Mostly you fail
Just sometimes no
What is always so nice surprise
I can say
Besides yes
You are this special person
I love to be close to
And share each though
Even when you can't answer at all

From other things I know now
I do not long anymore
For this big change
All is so similar actually
Just crowd around can be bigger less or more
Just few places to look
make some slight difference
But all this can't change the fact
That all you really have is inside

All places seem to be more available each day
Global world seems so small
Dreams are no longer so difficult to gain
So you have to look something else

This what really matter
Well as always is love
Do we have it
Do we have it
My love?
Can we care for it enough?
Is there any chance for us
To survive like that?

Maybe better not think of all this
let still share our lives our dreams
As we do so far as we need
Let's be together the way we can
It is a good thing at the end
No matter what anyone can say
It's a rarely thing so let's keep it
inside
Yes it's a good place for us
The only one we can have
I guess

No time for love



You know what I think now?
That you simply don't have the time
For any lover in your life
It's just as I
When I'm home doing all this stuff i belong to
So all it was very nice dream
You and me
But simply not real
In the situation we are in
But it's nice to know that you love me
I love you too
Well good bye for now

Saturday 20 September 2008

Don't say silly things like this please



Oh yes
Sometimes a great sinner I am
Especially inside my mind
Which needs so much passions
New loves and smiles
It needs to be also so free and wild
At times
But do not take all I write
So directly please
It's more longings, desires and dreams in it
Than this what really happen to me
Besides you can't so simply find new mom
For childred we have
Don't
be ridiculous
Mom is only one here having break for few days
So don't say silly things like this
It makes me sick
I'm coming home soon
To them if not for you
And the journey I can say was good
Had time enough to realise few things too
Had time to know a bit more
Which way to go
Just don't say silly things
Like this
please
But you have a right to be worry a bit I admit

This play here starts to be sensitive more
and the line between reality and dream
Seems to be really thin
From the time you came on the scene
but the show must go on
I don't see any reason to stop
I do enjoy this plot


Wednesday 17 September 2008

At least you stay inside me



So you are going to have your life now
Not our
For some time you say
Four or ten years
Yes, time goes quickly
Meanwhile we have our little dream
Clever boy
And I know that perhaps
It's best like this
To leave things as they are
And just wait

It's just sometimes
I have enough
This never ending
Waiting room
That my life seems to be
From the start to the end
It's a little bit sad but no
I do not complain
I do understand
It's just reality again...
Any way
You are everything what I have inside me
This i wont leave
This i can keep
And this is sweet

Still dream world




There is still so little you
In my life
And even when I touch you
For a while
This all seems so unreal
Like no time for us still
We have place, public space
Little corner for new dreams
Nothing else
Two lives, real days, separate ways
And me so suddenly here
Stopped in time
In this magical beautiful crowdy world
Though not mine
What to do here can I?
Why did I come?
Oh yes for these few smiles, messages, charms
For you inside my arms
And to coming back
Where, home?
I don't know
Yes I know
One home is real still
Another is a dream
But I'm so glad that you came
Live here my sweet unreal man
As long as you wish
As long as you can
Forever perhaps
Who knows
We love to believe such words
I know
So lets believe
And dream dream dream
We are both good in this
I think

Monday 15 September 2008

Days here



feed
and happy
is there anything more I can say?
waiting
walking
eating
sucking
smiling
screaming
whispering
fucking
loving

the city is wonderful
what the station we are now?
forget the name again

Tuesday 9 September 2008

belt!




what ever your answer is
it always put smile on my face
I call it love
and I'm grateful


but are you sure?


belt not rope?

my love?




Saturday 6 September 2008

The thing about the places




Where is the centre of the world?


When?

Right now?


Pen St

Of course

So easy to catch

In google earth

All ways leads

To you now

And the road is magical

So sweet to follow

So easy to fly and dream and smile

You are there

You are

Friday 5 September 2008

Poet




I know the man
Who is ready to eat your body
Deep
Just to write another piece
Of poetry
About the special taste of this
What he found
Inside it
Be Aware
Poets are everywhere

Tuesday 2 September 2008

Uspoken beautiful words




I love all these never unspoken billion words
That you wish to share with me but you do not,
I know that all of them are beautiful and special and cute
I remember how sweet are your thoughts and voice
I can create another billion sweet conversations between us
and never say any word so beautiful as yours
And this what stay between these lines
which we were able to share sometimes