Good bye for real

I love you yes but I think that
I can't be with a man
Who fail just too many times
To whom I can't rely
For whom I'm on the last place
Things to care or persons important to not
Disappoint
I know that at least
You are always so sweet at the end
The best thing I have ever had
But you are cause of so many tears
Doubts fears
That everything can just disappear
That everything is not real

Or I just wish too much
Or it's just not the right time
I don't really know
Just too many broken promises
You give

Maybe its my fault
Maybe I shouldn't come here at all
To give you so many chances
To not come or not to do
What I had hope you will
What you love to promise me
But all promises are so hard to keep
So nothing is as it should be
But it's just life you can say
yes yet still too many broken promises
Too many times I'm losing a ground for a while
Too many times I have to wait
in vain
I try yes I try to understand
But it's too much to stand
Take it easy you can say
yes I can
And it's not a problem to me to consist in my self yes
but this way alone I'm still not with you
Don't you understand this
No I think you don't
I just expect too much I know
So dream is not a dream anymore
Is it love?
Just life and the way we treat each other
Yes I love you still
I'm just afraid it can't survive the time
And the way it goes now
Make me just unsure
How it could be for real one day
You make me so sad ignoring fooling me still
Yes your sorrows are sweet after all
But for life is just not enough
You are cause too many tears and doubts

Yes besides all this you are beautiful
Charming, sweet, wild and good
But I need the man I can rely on
And I can't lose my ground
So many times a day
I don't have force enough
To such life as you offer me right now
Yes you are an exciting type
I can't deny
You give me so much so good things
Without you I feel so empty yes
But to live together is just not enough

But thank you for all
All these sweet moments you gave to me
This instantaneous care too
I really appreciate that you say you love
And some moments with you I never forget
My beautiful lover
My dream, my secret
I'll keep you inside me forever
But for now I have to say good bye
There is no chance to live together for real
We always knew this I think
We just loved to forget about this for a while
But I think it's time to wake up
Lets keep us as a dream from now
And forget about any real life
We do not belong here
To be together like this
We always knew this I think
I was just fooling my self
But I cant no longer
Good bye
My sweet beautiful impossible man