And what is the truth?

And what is the truth?

It is not a matter of this truth at all
There is plenty of them as many point of view

This what matter is the point of your view and the way you got it

And what this gives to you
means for you

and don't be too serious
it's not worth of it

so enjoy enjoy the night

and The New Year

Diagnosis

Can you tell me
What is so wrong with your marriage already?

Well I can say
It's the peculiar lack of intimacy
It's the fear to ask basic questions or to answer them
It is the lack of ability to share important thoughts

That should unite
But they only takes us apart

Unseen
Unsaid
Not realized

The silence

and the lack of cooperation
on a deeper lavel of existance

Can we survive?

I am afraid it's too late
My darling

I found out my self
With someone else


I didn't know I can be so cruel...

you are so delicate so good
and I am so bad

it's at times hard to stand...
and that I am such a closed book for you
all this time

It is a real drama in fact
I just hit you to death

and you didnt notice...



Maybe it's better like that
I't because you live outside

and you don't see clear
so we can live in peace still...

and I can stay here like a fool in space
Until you find this page
and feel what I have to say
and you will drown in this see I've build here...

but for now
sleep well my dear
it's not a time for war yet

so

Happy New Year

The question

What form of me you wish to have now my dear?
How to love you still
When all seems so distant again
sudennly somehow
Far away

but always
I do and you too

so come whenever you need

my love

Wishes for the second part of the life

At the second part of life
I wish that my sons grew up and stay happy and with the wisdom enough to have special life full of good things and adventures within
and I wish to have some nice cosy pub with good music, few friends around and the special atmosphere to spend the evening in a charming way and to have something to live by
or little guest house in London too, who knows
and the man who loves me and who I love from all my heart close to me
and still few dreams ahead in my mind and plenty sweet memories to come back to and to smile
Some sort of good clothes to use in a special ocassion too
Some crazy trips from time to time
Visting friends around this ground
The circle of friends who knows me well and who understand all
Thats all.

Poetry and you

I let you in
and
Nothing really happened
What a disappointment...


By the way what actually this poetry is?

It's me of course can be you and he, she, whoever

The voice I am never able to speak
With people
But it is growing in me
So it has to be said

Then I write

It has to be said
Because it is the only real sign of this
in fact quite humble existence I have

That is worth a while a smile a life...for me

Not even all the time
But you can always chose
What you like the most

It has to be said
Because it is the one thing

Real and Alive

Inside


And what I believe we need only this little thing

The passion in heart and mind

And someone who can burn this flame to sing and dance

No matter from where it comes and where it leads

I know I should follow it

You here

And who exactly you wish to be here?

The single man to date with
The lover or the killer of me?

It's your choice
It's only a dream

so feel free

Art is everything

Anything you are not able to turn in art
Is nothing special

And it doesn't really matter what the word "art" means to you

It's everything
You can live for

The Year 2010

In fact it was the best year of my life

and you know why :)

love and too much love

Sometimes it's a bit hard to decide
What is worst
To not have love at all
Or to have it enough

If it is inside you and you can feel it hits the ground it seems a miracle
But noises of the crowd who don't really know anything - especially you
Seems a bit annoying though

These are days you can't bear even one loving man beside you
and all you long for is the silence and a distant song of the memory you keep inside

to survive

The way

Is any other journey for human worth a while
than this deep one in to your heart and mind?

We can travel just on the way to each other
and explore this as much as we can

Walking on the fields cities and deserts seems quite empty thing
If it doesnt let you know more about yourself and about soemone else...

Hidden Sky - Full HD final

In the framework of your hidden love
I can feel freedom just enough to fly
And to share the flutter of my wings
With you

I don't need to go away
Because your chains
Are wide enough
Invisible but strong
So I know where I belong
And I wish to be back still
Yet I go my way discovering this world
Like a child
And we both know that this is what I need and enjoy
So we have this large space and time to play
And this is ok
Until the memory of your sight
Is still alive

Little warning

This what I don't like much
Except obvious things:
Real violence, wars etc
In this what you can call
Every day life
Of common guy

Well so this what I don't really like much
Is too many questions and advices

Yes I think such things annoys me the most
and the boring talk of course
I am sorry to say so..

Everything else
Is acceptable

Even if it is simple or complicated
and brings some unexpecting things
In to your soul
Or hurts your feelings or ego

We need free space
To make steps
Even wrong
So dont ask too much
and don't say you know

If you wish to stay close

Sweet secrets

There is so deligtful sweetness
In some hidden secrets
If you know how to keep them
Alive
And to feed your self
By this violent kind of pleasure
You can taste in them
When they become
The most valuable and mysterious
Part of you life.

Then there is no return
From this deeper kind of world
You live by
Or you live because

Until death
or
Until they become
Ready to be shared
With all
But be aware
They can lose its natural charm
Or they can transform
To the new form

But do not hurry up with this
You can never know

So

For now

Just enjoy
And keep them still
As deep as you need

They are
To make your days and your life
So SPECIAL

Silence and sounds

Sometimes it's like a sea of silence
You have to get through
Waiting for noices
You long to make
In the darkness
One more time

Aspiration

What is your favourite aspiration?

I'd like that someone find the hidden beauty
In me
Then make a piece of art from it
And invited me to the process
Of Creation

And... we could both just disappear
After all

About some wonderful things

You know what is wonderful between us Darling?
That whatever we do
Even being hard at times, bad, impossible, wrong
Or not being at all for long
Still whenever I see you
I can feel like this adventure just began
and it's so exciting and so good
To be near you
And this mix of smiles and tears inside
And this comfortable confidence
That I am beautful for you
Yes it is sure
In your smiles it is
And in the way you kiss

Well
I can't explain this well
But it's just
That anything else
Doesn't really matter and doesn't compare
And we can do or say whatever
It'd change nothing at all

Smiles and tears will go on

Sinners and honest men

Sinners and honest men
Will never understand each other

So better if the stay away
And play different games

They are not friends

We become more cruel with time

We are getting to be a bit cruel
With time
Did you notice?

Keeping these little sorrows
Years by years
We do not even know
When it starts


You have to be ready
To face this now

On this stage of life
We are

After all we went through
Together
You should be aware

What I can do to you
When I feel not enough

Love

Glory Box (Stealing Beauty)

No call

Yes I'm quite silent recently I know
But whatever comes to my mind to share with you
Seems so cheap, too sentimental and piteous
So I prefer to stay calm by my own
Maybe I could live without you maybe I could
It was nothing but words
And all was already said before
So it's time to stop

No call, no wish, no hope
For more

Only waiting for another day
That will come

With or without
Love

Any way it was always just a dream
That you are here
With me

Nouvelle Vague - Dance With Me

I wanna be loved by you ... Sinead O'Connor

ReCoil ~ want lyrics

Yello-Kiss in blue

Just don't go anywhere darling
You know how much I need you
To keep this dream alive

HUGS - Just Do It !

No words needed

Somehow words don't flow anymore
It seems like I've said everything to you
There is no need for more
Repeating could destroy
The meaning
of us

So now only a play of thoughts
Inside my head
Let me dance
Still for you

So I do

Wet Wet Wet - Love Is All Around (original clip)

My sweet thing

Is this life not just a moment in space?
So just take my hand and let's walk together as we enjoy each other right now so well
No names nor place are important for this
So let's just be here or there and dream and smile
And make what we love to make
Some special beauties in space, music dreams, love

My sweet thing you are for me
My treasure to enjoy the day
So let's stay and see
What this brings

Is it the rain or the ray of the sun
Is it the thought the touch or the dream
We just live by
doesnt matter
We were born to be here and to meet
Let's enjoy it

Leonard Cohen - I'm your man

In love
There is not a point
To be always so perfectly honest and true
To each other

More it's to feel comfortable being as you are
And still feel safe that whatever it can be
All will be fine
And you are still the right one
And dear
For him

And the same from another side

Of course
That's how it works

Yello - Out Of Down

Differences between some women and men

Some men try to get so many women as they can
Some women try to not have so many men as many try to get them

It seems all the rest doesnt have so much to do
On this field so they have some rest

All can change in time
But the rule seems general
Though not for all

Anyway it's a bit funny
And let's run or run away or rest
Depends from time and place and needs
Yet still we keep this play
Or observe
To really live

Yello - You Better Hide (Extract of Touch Yello)

I think that ready scenarios are not good to me
I do not enjoy to act in them like this
I like unexpected things to feel
that comes suddenly
so you never know
what it can be

I am sorry

My Grand book of Wishes

First of all
I wish you to follow my thoughts
Even these silly, boring, repeating ones
With these all errors I do
And that you try to understand them all
I know it is all mad at times
Touching too and it makes you feel
Bad or good
But you have to look

You have to look at me
Without it it's nothing here

And love is just the word
Without the real background

And I wish it was true
This all you
Not only the moment in space
For naive silly whore
Who is looking for something
She should not
No this I don't want

I wish few things more
But this I wrote before
So you know


And I wish this one night too
With you

And that you massage my feet
Being again so caring and sweet
Telling me all I want and need to hear
Making me yours for good
Yes this I wish the most

And that all you say was true
And that I was able to catch this somehow
and never lose

And I wish to be more sure
Of tomorrow
With you

Evolution

Life is evolution
But you missed my direction
So it seems I go alone
In to the unknown






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Vangelis - Come To Me

She's Out of My League - Trailer - 2010

Ville Valo feat. Natalia Avalon - Summer Wine

Another summer came
And you so sexy man
Who can have every woman
Of this world
If you only want

Just what for?
If it's hard to keep
Even this one
Me...

Anyway it's all fun
Nothing more

So enjoy the summer

My love

Leonard Cohen - Everybody Knows

I wish we could do something still

My darling man
Before we leave this world
I wish we could do something beautiful
Together
It can be a book, a song or our home
Whatever
Because as we both know
We are only guests on this planet
And our journey is in the middle of the way
If we have a chance
So still so much and so little time left
To put our footprints our little bricks
On the wall
Until we say goodbye

But before we start
To do this something great
We can meet at least
For a cup of tea or a drink
What do you think?

About Love again

Yes it must be true
Love is just a magical, fragile, intimate
experience of your own soul
It’s good if you have possibility to express this somehow
To share with this one
Yet you must be careful
Too much love can be hard to stand
I suppose
So just dance in your heart
And learn how to not scare away
This someone you care
This delicate sound is the best to gain
Not too loud not too much
Just dance inside first
Enjoy or suffer and play inside
With the feeling that comes so rare
Sometimes stay silent too
If it works good
It is fragile thing
This love
More waiting in this than fight
It comes naturally
In sounds, touches and kind of wisdom
Don’t make a noise
Just listen its voice
And never use force
Rather a beautiful song
To let her know
That you love

The story of life

Well in fact
it's nothing but the story of meetings, leavings and its consequenses

OSHO: Behave As if You Are the First Here

Yes making mistakes is a human thing
The point is to know or to learn
When and how
Turn around

To stay on your way
This right one
With enjoyment and song and dance
Inside

Just to make few more footprints
In this book of life
Making it more precious more wide or funny too
Before we leave
For good

Because the night

Annie Lennox Eurythmics Here Comes The Rain Again

Bryan Adams - Have You Ever Really Loved A Woman?

"When you can see your unborn children in her eyes - You know you really love a woman"

I only want to have a good time Darling

Leonard Cohen There is a war

Love will tear us apart again

It's amazing at times
How little you know about this war
That goes on so long
Between us

You are still so unware
It makes me feel sorrow for you
And for me
Of being still here
Like there is no way out
But it is
It's just we didn't notice yet
This right moment

Or we are waiting
For something to come
But it wont

These are only silent battles
That you don't recognize
Until I say
That I wish to go away

Then you can see I am a bit mad
You wish me to change
And I say it's hard
Or I am not able to do that
And I am selfish and I am bad
And you are right

And we are still here
Isolated closed
In two separate worlds
Like nothing happen
From one to another wave
Of sorrows

But there is war
That you don't know about

Don't worry you won't die here
The only thing you can lose or win
Is me

Waiting still

This what you gave me
Is all this free space
For dreams

and from this time
All depends from how deep and wide
I can jump, swimm, see and feel
Whatever I wish

And you are somewhere here
Waiting still

Our little silent talking game

Yes I enjoy to listen your silence
Just forgive me if sometimes
I can be wrong with interpretation

You know it's everything about the feeling and imagination
And this can leads to unknown or to being the fool!
Even in such familiar topic
As my own and your soul
In this little play
We go on
Somehow

Filth and Wisdom (2008) Trailer

Tango from "Easy Virtue" (original version!)

Still recently

I try to not hurt you by words recently
Telling you still the truths about me
But I know that I always do
I follow these eyes of yours
Wandering among screen news and memories
And I can feel these scarves
I paint in your soul

but then I just try to let you know
How much I love and want you
I let you smile
From all these emotions you still create
Each day


Just staying silent...

audrey horne at one-eyed jack's

Do you know what is making love
Without touch?

Are you good in this?

You should practise

Not everyone was born to this
But when you try

You will love it

It opens so many possibilities
and is wide as your dreams

oh please do it again

please here

yes here

Blue Velvet - Mysteries Of Love

In this world of illussions
These are moments
You wish to dream forever

Is this what you mean by Light and Darkness
That is only one way
For us

or something else?

You know that my only way is dance
and then
Contemplation of these moments

And I need my mysterious world
Like the real touch of love
At least from time to time

and I can go with everyone
if it only tease your mind

and make you mine

walk on the wild side ~ lou reed

How far I will have to go this time
and survive?
Is there any other option for us now?
Is it something more interesting in life
Than this little walk we have from time to time?

Maybe just this while
When you have your plan
To take me to the darkness
and we can feel the light
Inside
Just why it is so short
This little spark?

You know I am hungry more
So I have to go
To the dark side

You are welcome
If you still can enjoy
My world
Like that

You know that this longing for you is killing me
the same as it gives me force
There is just less and less days to the end
So it is not enough
Just to wait and dream
I need something real

But what can be more real
Than this what I feel being with you?
Oh I will seach I will search
Something beautiful
Will I find it?

I don't know
I just can't only wait
Forever

Just don't leave me my love
Don't leave no more

Michele Mercier (Angelique) - ,,My Skin"

You know my beloved that this world has still so much to discover
And I have to go to another trip soon
Just look at me as I was a little character in this book
And you know that I will seek for you
Wherever I go
Because it was you who touch the beauty of my body and soul
With a grace and with love
To let me dance like noone before
I will be back as always I do
And you know why
You always knew

Baby Did a Bad Bad Thing - Chris Isaak

So we back to our old game darling

Katyn Andrzej Wajda Film (english version)

yes it is horrible what happened recently in this place
the only good thing is that we could finish this tragic chapter of the history
and make this case cry out loud one more time
for the truth nothing more
to let all who died to stay in peace for now
and to start from the beginning
the new life

remember that after rain there is always a sun
so dont cry forever
all who lives dont have the right
to waste their time for sorrows

it's not the way to go for too long
it's just a grave and death
to follow

The Holiday

Poetry and the story

After time this poetry shows less and less
Of the real story hidden behind her back

Love and me

I know I should lie to you
But I can't

More of sharing

I know it is selfish
But it's such a difference
When it is me who share some of these sweet details
With someone like you who I know wish to be close
And who enjoy each moment of intimacy
We can feel together sharing whatever

And it all turns in smiles
or even excitement at times

and we just know
what it is all about

building another story
even without any intention
it just comes whenever we meet
That's it

I know you are there some nights

Some nights I can feel you are there wolf
I am just not ready yet
To come

My head is too busy
and my thoughts still belong to another man

Yet each time we meet
I am happy you are here
Waiting and leaving your footprints
In my longing town

One day our time can come
For now only these few smiles we always feel
Can save us close to each other

I know you want more
That's why I can't come
Yet

Just hard to find the time

Why do you think your love story details could be interesting to me to listen?
I dont feel anything to you and I am not interested of all these quite boring details sorry
But of course if you need you can share and I can tell you what I think to help
But no it is nothing I really enjoy to know honestly

My own love life is enough fulfilling journey, so it is hard to find the time for someone else stories

About death and hope

Death - just the end of this play
But don't worry if your faith is strong
And you are good you have a chance
To go to the second lavel

YouTube - Kanał użytkownika annaela35

YouTube - Kanał użytkownika annaela35


I think we are both mad enough
For each other :)

Matter of love

It seems that there is so many definitions of love
As people involved
And so many of them seems so wrong

So what?

It's still this thing that we are looking for
No matter how strong we pretend that we don't
No matter how many times we try and we are broke

Love still flowes
As the river of light
Through our life

We can't stop it no matter how much we try
We don't even know where it leads us
To the end or to another wonder land

Love and death

You are only one man who's hand I could die from and still keep smiling
Love is so close to death

You can feel happy to die when it is needed
as you can feel death in you when it is gone
This love

Amazing it is
And so full of surprises

There is still something to live for
and enjoy
Like your breath inside my mouth and the taste of your tongue
or the way you touch me telling me what you want to do to me
and how gentle you are with this and brutal too
Just amazing how you make me feel so good, so yours

I have never met anything more delicious on my way
Than you

So far

Golden words

Two Gold maxima of our love:

"I don't trust you because I know you"

And whatever we do together and no matter how far we go through this you can always say:

"I haven't done anything what you didn't ask for"

And it's true you prefectly know me and this what I want you to do to me

You perfectly know how to make me feel good being beside you

Thats why I want you

Little sweet touch

It's hard when suddenly you feel and touch
Exactly this what you want and then it's gone
And you know that all you can have from now
Is just this sweet memory and little hope
That one day maybe you can feel this again
And come for more

just a perfect day

Zespół Reprezentacyjny - Jestem mały miś

Missed with my self

Some say that we can feel not enough life
or too much

It is an art to feel we have it
Just enough

Yet maybe it's good to feel this way at the end

As for now it's good to be a bit hungry I think

Just why at times
I'm still like at the beginning
Or I didnt even start anything yet

It makes me feel not so good
Like all I have done so far was not exactly this
What I want

Just where to go now
Where to go
And what for?

Yes just a dream

So it seems
That you can live
Without me

It is just somehow sad
That we end up
Before it really start

Even after all these years
I have this feeling
That it was just the beginning
Of our real dance

But yes it was just a dream
Before the computer screen

and still is
here

Nice common truths

Nice simple truths just heard recently
In a few of these lovely movies

One: You are this what you love not this what loves you
Second: 2 things are important in life - to find your love and to live each day as it was the last one

I think I can agree with this
Yes good beliefs

:)

The thing about treasures

I like to find my treasures by my self
When someone try to push me
To buy them
I don't like them anymore

The beautiful thing for me has to be find by me
Then it please
And it is special and sweet

Who knows the best way for you and me

I still have a feeling
That I had you just as much
As I was able to take my self
As I was strong to call and wish you
As I was able to act to touch you

and I could go for more
If I knew better way for it perhaps

or if I was just less greedy
Who knows

But well sometimes
There is only moment we can really enjoy
So it was like this with you and me
Possibly you never planned offer even this
So maybe it's good that I also act not only dream


I know that you only love me when I love you
Completely, for good unconditionally
And even then I can't be sure
If we ever meet again

These are your rules in the story
But I always go my own way


So what else to tell
I just hope you are ok

Comfortable place to stay

I think you always knew
That this what is called "the real world"
Is not really interesting to me
Yes the fiction seems much more comfortable
To live in

Sometimes it is even hard to find
This thin line between
Two of it

Yet still I prefer to live here
Hard to say why
More colorful
More free?
Wild?

Any way when you grow up
All seems a bit boring
Isn't it?

I still wish to laugh at times
That's why

Deconstructing Harry

"Deconstructing Harry" - Harry meets the Devil

Deconstructing Harry - Woody Allen - The Affair

It's gone

So you don't know my thoughts
It's stoped this line between
Any naughty fantasies any dreams or sorrows
This mind became closed to you

I don't even know if I miss this so much
I enjoy being with my self now
Sharing just a part of the story
At times

Yes maybe it's better like this
Me is just me
There is no need to share all these
Little secrets

So you dont know of a man I was thinking about
Going by bus recently
He remind some old friend of mine
Or lover
Yes I was thinking of him this way too
Just a little thought in the bus
To make journey more pleasant
You always liked to know
Who I can think about this way...

Many times it was you who created another story
Yes sometimes I miss this still

But well
I don't even think to send you any message anymore
It's all gone

Nothing new

You just compare sensitivity
Believes
Dreams
Chemistry
Then you go for it

You feel this mixture of smiles and tears
And you know
That's it

Nothing new
Indeed

Yet so sweet

Just watching you still

I think there is nothing but poetry
In your life
But this is main reason I love to come back to you
and watch
Even not touching you
Nor saying a word
Even not being your woman,love or whore

I am just coming here
and drink your mind
Like it was my story and like you were mine

Chris Rea - Blue Cafe - Original Video

The importance

You are as important as much you are willing or able to give from your self
To this world or the person you are important to.

The city

The city is as special as the person you are able to love there

Being on one of these sides

One is sure
I am not puritan's soul

Why for?

Just don't understand this pride
Of being so accurate and mean
In everything

When you can enjoy more
The taste and the touch and some words
Whatever you can see or find beautiful

Why not?

Just nothing

In fact darling man of mine
We didn't really build
Anything so far
What we would to fight for
We don't have a child nor home

And I know that I should just move on
Stop all these dreams

And just live
As before

Like you were not here
At all

Just why it's not that simple?
Why this lives its own life in me
Like all was real?

Sensitive

As less you touch her, press her
Then more she can feel you and need you

After time silence is the best language of love

She needs this calm space
After storm

Sweet temptation

Another sweet temptation
Is growing inside my world
It's you my wolf

You delightful man
Who comes to me
Each time I call my love
Dancing on the ashes fields
After another war
We just had a moment ago

You who support me when I am weak and alone
You who watch my dance when I got strong
You who could be my love
As well
Yet for now
My soul mate
I adore your presence here
You know
And I appreciate
This hope
For more

The perfect man

It has to be a boy still
Naughty, free
But always good and gentle for me
Even being harsh at times when it's needed or sexy.. depends
But he knows when he can
The man who never push me to do things I'd not wish to do my self first
But who let me wish all these things to do though...

Yes perfect man
Who is you
It's good to meet
At least

and keep or lost
Doesn't really matter
It's just a time and place and life as you can say
But this what you have because of him
Stay forever
In your soul
Like a scarf like a goal
Just to keep just to dream about
And dance inside your soul
Just like this and go on

Hallelujah

"Dance Me To The End of Love" Leonard Cohen

I am always the same
And I back to places I love the most
It's just how it is
And how it should be
The way is always the same
As you know well
We dont need to hurry up

the the end

We can dance still

Or I can do

Your choice
I'm here
Always inside my own madness and dream
I'm not going anywhere

So you can do
If you enjoy

BALLAD OF THE ABSENT MARE-Leonard Cohen

Lao Che - Hydropiekłowstąpienie

Gone but still inside me

Do you think it is the end when you have gone ?
You are wrong
I can now even feel you more

You became my every though
Dream and joy
You became sweet memorie of my own
Bitter too
I know you like to be like this
It's more tasty, more real
I know you my broad minded and down to earth man
And now even when you had to go away
I still own you like a dream I wish to stay forever in
I know how to keep you still
And I dont ever wish to cure my self
It'd be like a cut the half of me
This more beautiful, more mad and deep
I wont do this
I'll drown with this ship
Instead

The woman needs her soul

And you shouldnt stop believe
That it's you who hold the key
And also you shouldnt forget
That smile is only a smile
and kiss is only a kiss

Nothing else

It all doesnt matter now my sweet
I have you forever
Inside me

You want me or you are away
It is all here

Little smile to my own world

It's so easy to be the Queen
In my home made
United Kindom

Sen Katarzyny - Jacek Kaczmarski

Your Girl In A Photo

I was in love with you
From the first poem I read from you

Hard choice

I can't decide yet
If I'd prefer to be your Mistress or your slave
Both sides of the drama seems exciting the same
So it's hard to say

It's about

It's not all about just taking and giving
It is about the feeling of primary joy and openess
It is all about being free and safe
On the way to each other on the way to the adventure
That the future of both of you seems to be every day
Like it was still just the beginning