Don't say silly things like this please

Oh yes
Sometimes a great sinner I am
Especially inside my mind
Which needs so much passions
New loves and smiles
It needs to be also so free and wild
At times
But do not take all I write
So directly please
It's more longings, desires and dreams in it
Than this what really happen to me
Besides you can't so simply find new mom
For childred we have
Don't be ridiculous
Mom is only one here having break for few days
So don't say silly things like this
It makes me sick
I'm coming home soon
To them if not for you
And the journey I can say was good
Had time enough to realise few things too
Had time to know a bit more
Which way to go
Just don't say silly things
Like this
please
But you have a right to be worry a bit I admit

This play here starts to be sensitive more
and the line between reality and dream
Seems to be really thin
From the time you came on the scene
but the show must go on
I don't see any reason to stop
I do enjoy this plot