if

If I have you
If I really could have you
Perhaps for sure
I'd not feel you that much
As now
Just when I've lost you

So maybe it's better like this
To keep you here
I know well
How to live with you
Just inside
My own soul

It's better to stay with this ghost
You became for me
Than see how it could be
If you and me were different
or if we met in different time
And just belong to each other more
Than only in dreams
That are now broken too

You see
We couldn't stand this
For real