Romance

I like the fact
That you are not afraid of death
If it comes
From my hand

Constancy fits to you

I thought it is also a jealousy
That keeps us so close so flingly
But it was before
Now I can find so much joy
When you tell me
You are not interested of any girl but me
This makes you more attractive now
Even when I do tease you
All the time
Making hell from your mind
How I love when after that
You still say to me
My Darling

It's all I want to hear and live for
To hear
These words
From your mouth
What ever I have done
Before

I love to be your bitch, your whore
Just don't leave me anymore

The future

Future
It doesn't matter
When right now
Right here
I feel eternity
In this little message
You keep
To send still

and heaven is in me

Something what you can't do

You can't simply kill this dream I live for
Having nothing to offer instead of

Please try to understand
My silly friend
How important is this faith for me
When nothing else let me feel
So good as this one last thing
I still believe in

It's dangerous to take away
My own soul from me
Giving me few empty caresses
To get excited
It's much too little for me
When I know
How good I feel when I believe
In love

This last little thing
Which is the reason to live
For me

Love is for these who are able to survive

We are so easy to touch
This jealousy of love is impossible
It let only the strongest survive
All the rest have to leave this boat
Before they do something wrong
or drown too deep to still live and sing

Power

I love to give you power
Over my body and soul
Because I love you and I trust you enough
To know that
You wont use it
In any other way
Than to make me even more smiling
At the end and more open for you
As I ever though that I could


It's the most wonderful thing
I ever felt
and it's good

Years go by

A few years we are together here
And I still have a feeling
That it's just the beginning
Are we going so slowly or this way is so long?
Who cares
Anyway I love this
No end between you and me
This endlessly
This dream

So I am here
and you are too
I hope
It's enough to dance still
It's enough to live

Exception

I hate anyone who tells me what to do
Except you
You are cute even in this
And I am glad to listen
You
It's always the part of this sweet game
We play
Even not being aware
To the end
We create
Another day
In our play


Where could I find something more
Beautiful?

Where could I drown
So blissful?

I don't know
I never found
Anything more exceptional

So far

It is still for me

I am here
For all those never written poems
I can feel in the memory
Of your kisses

I wonder how many lives
I can have at the same time
Still being my self in this
It seems at least two
Just as we are
Right now

Independency

Little secret room with all useful stuff
Some clothes, books, PC
For a couple of days staying
In my favourite place in the world
Few times a year

With you coming there
When I let you know
That I am
And I wait you

Recent dream
I have
About me and you
Independently together though

you and your bloody poetry

Some men who write poetry seem a bit infantile
To me
but not you
You are really wild
Bony cruel mad sick
That's what I like in it
You bad boy fascinated in those things
Normal people scare to think

Yes I like men like you
Who do it so gently
This charming diving in to the madness we can be in
Ignoring rules borders purity
Yet still shy
With relation between
You and me
It's somehow sweet

You and he

And again you talk to me
Like you were him

As you were living inside his mind
Whispering all this...he wish to tell me
And I wake up
To your words
As to love
I still feel to him

Amazing connection
of three minds or more
I don't know
I just feed my soul
By your love

Open days

I wonder If I am predictable for you
Oh yes I am as a life is
With a little help of my friends just

Billie Holiday-Don't Explain

Who knows

Maybe it was even the part of your plan
To let me leave you alone for good this time
So you have what you want
Freedom
I hope you will enjoy this more
Than this me and you
Together

Time to go our separate ways

Is there any life outside of you?
Can I still enjoy all things around?
Well I hope
Because I don’t feel you are beside me
For real
I have to live my self
Yes these moments with you
I can't compare to anything I had so far
Yes this is real love
But maybe
I can live still
Having you as a memory and little dream
When there is no need in you
To be with me for real
I have to go now I think
And try to have fun in this life still
Love to you is not all I can enjoy
In this world
I hope
I wont beg you to be mine
All the time
It doesn’t work
It’s not attractive to you
And it’s tiring for me
To live just by illusions
You share from time to time
To feed my dreams and to keep me still
Ready for you
And full of love

Free again

I think that you are not ready yet
For this relationship to build anything real
I feel free then
To take all that this life gives to me
Still
I know you are near
It's enough for me

This Mortal Coil - With Tomorrow

Nothing but

There is nothing else I wish to be
Than the beauty you have in your dreams
And you long for in the morning

You and death

Yes I know about your fascination of death
But for me at least in this particular moment in time
It's nothing but the end of the journey
And I am more interested
How to fulfil each day I still have
Than explore this what I don't believe
Is something more
Than rest
So forgive me I wont follow you here
We can meet again when you are thirsty life
Which you can squeeze from my lips or other things I hide
Or show depends
Of the time my mood and your talents