All these questions

I think you do not know how much it costs me
To not send you any messages still
With all new questions I have on and on
Why you have gone?
Do you want me to go?
Don't you love me any more?
Why you left me actually?
Especially when I was so near

I have never feel I can be so far from you
Just when I was almost before your door
So I have done what I have done
And yes I know how it works
How this let you feel now
Even without telling me this
I know how it feels

Maybe you need some time just
And I give you this
Or I try to leave
When I don't believe you want me still

Just why I had to do all this
Or to dream
That I can be with you
Even for a while
Like nothing happen
Just like before

When you are fighting right now
To keep your face
Before her eyes
And I know it can be hard
Especially now when she found out
Me here...
In your life in your dream
Hidden so far so deep
For 5 years