Decision

I'm not speaking
With men
Who are not on the same level of naughtiness
As I am

The Common Sense
I have enough at work and at home

Here is free space
For something else
Something more
I guess

So go away from me
All reasonable only good men!

You just spoil the atmosphere
On my dream land!


All the rest
Who know rules and the time when they should be broken
And who know what I mean

Come in :)
Please

And feel at home
Still

This little book to fulfill

I wonder if this what I do
Makes you feel more horny
Or rather sick though

But I don't care
It's just my way to go
You have nothing to do with this
For now

Even if you still live
here

Somehow

I know it seems that I am a bit cruel for you
Maybe it's just because

You already know

all

To one of wolves

Sometimes when you come here
I see
You just check if this is the right moment for you
And after few words you know
It is not
yet
So you go away
To check again
After year

Your meal

love

Is sometimes simple joy from little signs I can see
And faith that you still live there for me

Groovy Kind Of Love

I love when you said last time
"You don't have to be polite Anna
I love you"

You know that either you
And you are not

We are just as we are
You hidden at times
Me open wide

Each have its ups and downs
I know honey I know
This even too much
At times

But it is fine
It is this mystery on the way that leads us
This is all the fun in it
Isn't it?

Oh darling it all seems ok until I feel love in the air
But what if this all disappear one day?

What will stay?
The memory of glorious ancient times

So it worth
Yes it is worth

To jump now
In to the life
Just as we can just as we want
and smile and cry feeling all this again and again
Because there is still nothing else

Worth while more
I suppose...

Except one thing...

But you are not here

GYPSY'S WIFE

My dear man
I wonder if one day
After another ages flow
You just stand on the scene
To sing the song
For me

I'll be back hearing your voice
I'll be back
Of course

Because
Each way has its beginning
and the end we both see the one

You and I in song

Remember?

So I'll be back hearing your voice
I'll be back
Of course

Hard to say

Did I break your heart again
For good perhaps
Or did I make you laugh?

I hope this second more
Yet you have been gone
So I am not sure how bad I am for you

Immortal Beloved

I wish to die in your arms
Can you promise me this
My sweet?

A Thousand Years

The time was never important
For us
And never will be
We are above this
In our dream of eternal love
That can'''t be crashed
By any little thing
Of our humble existance or weakness
In just one of all possible worlds
We chose to stay for a while

How to stay young

You just count the time
From one to another event
That matter to you
Everything between
Do not exist
So you saved some of it

Carla Bruni - Quelqu'un m'a dit

So you love me still

This what hurts

Any madness of your heart
Any wild fantasy
Any lover from your dreams
Present or lost one

Never hurts so much
As the pain of your child
Crying because something is wrong suddenly
Something happen to his ear

And I don't know how to help him



Good such moments come and go
And I can back to the rest
Of my world
To you
And to all other dreams too

But do not understand me wrong
I am too old to enjoy dreams by my own
They are more wishes of mine now
Something to share with the special one
Something to go for and to enjoy more
Each moment that comes for real

Not only dreams I have here

Hello my fellow

I really like to visit your home poet
It seems we live with the same madness in mind
My fellow you are
It's nice I see you are not ashamed of this
Just as me

So we can drink our cup of tea
With my honey and your creme in it
And laugh from this dream
We have here

To survive
Another day
Another love

Which is not enough
To stop
This transmission of mad heart
We both have

It is just this another side of us right?
This a bit more wild more free than we show outside
Yet still the best one we have

By the way I don't know any drug more dangerous
Than this poetry than yours or mine words

Real sweet madness to drown for good
Who cares by the way?
If we live here or we are not
It is also fun in it
It is also great

Any way
Nice to see you are writing a lot still
I am your reader every day
And I cant stop

I love your mind
Just as I love my own dreams
It is a complement I think
I'll miss you if one day you disappear
From here

Yes I will

You are one of these best daily things
I have here

Satisfaction after time

I know that sometimes at night
When you hold her and whisper to her ears
Some sweet things
Trying to get arouse both
You think of me

Yes I know how it feels
And that it is good
We all need such thoughts
Of those who are not present anymore
We all need such dreams
At times
When our road is not so clear
And yours is not

I know it
Because I am lost the same
In this dream
We were in

There is nothing wrong in dreams
I think I like to be like this
At least
It is just anoher form of existance
And it is nice to live
Still

One of important questions

Are you still curious of me?

Next level

With some of you
I don't need to talk anymore
We know enough
Now I just wish you
To do it

We don't need more
Just this

Internet

What it is if not
Huge open beautiful
Playground
For all us to enjoy?


It's a special world
When we are able to live and play
Together
Fulfilling minds and souls
By something so exciting so good
At the same time we can touch each other too
And gain and lost so much
In one moment in space in one night or day
All your world can be changed

By single word

That gives you power to enjoy this world
Or lack of hope

Beautiful dangerous world
Be careful
And enjoy!

Just as much you can just as much you want
It's free and it lives inside
And it's so big just as your imagination is
Go follow your dreams and needs
You can have all what you wish here
Believe me

I am here from years with few of my friends
And I'll never leave
It is all just too sweet and too free
To find something else

Here you have your own mind and soul
Shared with these who you like or love
What else to need?


Well some other life still
But here is more
So you can play just as you wish
It is amazing, really it is
As much as this love
Which suddenly became eternal in words
I am playing with the time again
Like you were here still with me
And it seems so real

So it is all just art we can be sure of
It is only mind which create all
And heart of course

I wonder if new story begin soon
Or maybe I can live only with you here
You exist in my mind or in real
Doesn't matter now

Until I still smile
To these words
I had for you
In some moment in space
When we cached our souls
And felt in love

to Bradley Cooper

Well I can't say you are only one man who I love
Though if I have to spend some time on the desert island
And I could find someone to be there with me
Then for sure
My very first choice will be you

Just these fans around
Could make too much noise
as this wife here
Behind the door

Yello - Of cours i'm lying

And who will lie to me
So sweetly as you did?
I'll wait for a man like you
Or I'll dream and learn how to lie too
To let them feel good

What else I can do?

Yello - Lost Again

The city is calling
Nights still open before
And you strangers
Sing your songs

Like you know
What I want

Not for me

Yes I was willing to give it another try
It's true
Yet not this way, not like this
I don't need the man
Who doesn't trust me enough
To speak
I don't need coward too
And the man who treat me as an air
Each time when it is just a little bit
More complicated than it should be
And who lies intensively enough
To be lost himself in it

Yes sometimes it is sweet indeed
Yet after moment it touch
Just too often just too much

It's charming sometimes
These dreams
But well
Not like this
You did
To let me know again
How little you care

It is the perfect time to leave then
It's not the way
To follow for me any more
Even when you are kind of sweet
In it indeed
Still
Yet not for me
Anymore
Not for me
You live

But do not worry you are safe
I am not femme fatal for you
You are free on your way

There is no consequence of this romance
Except this lost chance

nothing compares

Do you think it is possible to drown for good
In this sadness after you?

There is so many questions still in me
And nothing I can do more

So it will be forever like this?
This madness this dream?

I can play those pictures
Putting thoughts again to the site
Like they were fresh
Like all this still go on

But it is not true
It's only me here
Talking to the ghost

Touch and go - Tango in harlem

Yes baby go
Find for your self
Some more discreet lover than me
I can write my book of life
Without you here

It's more real than you ever been to me

Thank for these few moments in space
Thanks for all poems too
It will stay something from us
This way

And it is ok

Erin McCarley's "Love Save the Empty"

Why I had to forget for a moment of my life that kiss is just a kiss and smile is only a smile it takes a while

and then

You have to go again

Back to your life

Well all what was good
Is gone somehow
Another bitter end
Of this sweet story of us
Maybe it's better like this
Maybe it's better for both

We will find new charms soon
I am sure

It will take some time
Of course

But it is just how it works
This lost
Maybe it's better to leave now
When it hurts the most
But will survive
Inside as it was
Just a moment ago

Who knows?

For now we have a story
That's all
And memories too
What to wish more?
Nothing is left I suppose

So leave it up
And back to our life
It's ok too and it is full of new surprises too
I am sure

By the way

It seems we both know this my dear
That this love is nothing but creation of my hungry heart
And it cant live anywhere except this site
That's why this trap is so fine and special

And sweet to live in
Because it is only another dream
Yet so real

At least

Well it is good to know
That you still wish to keep the touch
Even if it is only me who talks

You must have some fun with me
At least

I admit

and actually
I agree

I can't explain why
really

Incoming birthday wishes

To the chosen one:

I wish you could act as a loving man again
Not like the last ass hole
As recently when I was so close

I wish me to not be as a whore
Giving my body to any nice man
Just to make me feel better
At time you are away

But it seems it is not possible
Because I love to keep all these lovely men around
They are only one little thing in this world
That can please me enough
To enjoy this life still
When you are not here
And when I am not sure if you care at all

Besides it is you who showed me
How free I can be
Yes you first
My sweet dirty boy
It's all your fault!
You didn't know I'll love this so much though
So I forgive you

Another thing
I wish you marry this woman who you can be totally open with
And who you love to fuck so much as me you did

But I see you have other priorities in your life
What is good and fine
What is right

And I am bad to you enough
Just so much as you
Maybe even more
So go to the hell!
My beloved

There is no way for us
Like this

I hate that I still love you
I really do

Fuck you!

Yes I wish so!

And I wish I could stop this show
Somehow

But I can't
I love this madness too much
To give up
And live my life
Outside

Here is all my heart
Or maybe just a part

Who knows that?

Any way this trap
Is quite hard
To leave
Maybe because
So sweet

As the memory of you and me
It's so easy to drown in the past
And forget all life

And why not?
If there is no any chance for real us
And there is no sense
Because we wont change us
Or the past
And there is not only us
Who we have to care about

I know that
darling
oh go away
please go away from my dreams
I can't stand this still
There is too much for us
To manage

And you
Do not want this
Just why you left again
This little doors for me open?
Don't you know
I'll look for you through them

Why don't you let me go away for good
If you don't love me enough
To act?

You even stop your talk
So what is left?

Oh yes this silly show
of mine
This drama on my site
This comedy too
This me here
For you

Who can't stop write
Like a mad


Fuck!

Republika - Zapytaj mnie czy cię kocham

Licking wounds

Love is at times as a war
We are licking our wounds right now
Soon another battle can come
Who knows?
Just as on the war
We can expect everything
And we have to go for it
Because we need this


So I stay here
As before
On the scene
Of my private show
For one actor mostly
Sometimes more

Where shall I go?

All these questions

I think you do not know how much it costs me
To not send you any messages still
With all new questions I have on and on
Why you have gone?
Do you want me to go?
Don't you love me any more?
Why you left me actually?
Especially when I was so near

I have never feel I can be so far from you
Just when I was almost before your door
So I have done what I have done
And yes I know how it works
How this let you feel now
Even without telling me this
I know how it feels

Maybe you need some time just
And I give you this
Or I try to leave
When I don't believe you want me still

Just why I had to do all this
Or to dream
That I can be with you
Even for a while
Like nothing happen
Just like before

When you are fighting right now
To keep your face
Before her eyes
And I know it can be hard
Especially now when she found out
Me here...
In your life in your dream
Hidden so far so deep
For 5 years

The stone

Just why it seems you think
That I am like a stone
And nothing ever can be wrong

So it is easy for you
To go
Like nothing happen

And she will goes on
Her open story
Her empty talk

I'll try as always I'll try
No matter how many tears fell down
In mean time

I'll stay tall
and smiling still
to the end
what ever it brings

That's how I learn to live

Oh this reality

Oh this bad reality
It always spoils everything
Just why I had to lose you
Even here?

I was too bad again
Or too fast
I started to make too many moves
In to the real world
It has to scare you away

It has to be too much to gain
Or to lose

I understand now
How mad I am
To believe

It could ever be real

Our play

And see darling
What we have done
A womaniser
Dirty boy
and your naughty bitch and whore

What a beautiful couple

I will miss us now

Who can play the same
As you and me?
And to keep this so innocent still?
Just like a dream
Of perfect love

We had once and we had to lost
Oh you were here too
For sure
At least for some time
My partner in crime

But we went too far
I know
Though
It was worth

You didnt tell me

It seems you forget to tell me
About this one little thing
That you will get married soon
Well good luck
She waits quite long
12 years
Oh amazing we are here 5 too
This time is running so fast
Don't you think so?
Amazing how long we belonged to each other here

I wonder when you decided though?
The same time you promised me this life together forever?
Or recently?
When you suddenly gone after all this mess you prepared for us both?

Any way it is good decision
I hope you can make it
She is good for you
She will forgive you all
And she wont be as me
I think
She wont hurt you as I can
Playing your own game

We were good as a dream
You can't say it wasn't nice
You belonged to me here
Quite sweet
Sometimes cruel too but mostly sweet
Yes for sure
Well such a special fantasy
It is a good thing
To live
Is in it?

Just how to release my mind now
And go to all these who wait
I think the time as always
Is the best to forget

And keep your mind and heart free
From this love which doesn't work any more
Somehow

I don't know even why
And what I did
That you decided to leave
Without single word

Well all have its ways I suppose

Any way she is such a gentle lady
It was nice to talk with her
Last night

Yes good to know
Some facts

Send her my regards
and well I hope you will be allright
I wasn't able to lie to her this time though
Besides you didn't ask

Congratulations again
I am sure you tell her something clever enough
To make her wish you still
You are such a charming man
When you want this

And I am as I am

Always too free on my way

Dancing still

Teasing your dreams
Like before
Your sweet little things

A call

So it is real
You do not give a shit for me
At least I know that you live

I feel so piteous
With this
Knowledge
In me

Such a fool again I was here
God why it has to be so sad
Love is just overrated

So there is nothing to say more
Time to go

leonard Cohen - the gypsy`s wife

I just need to go now
To dance and to know
The taste and the smell of this life a little bit more
After all I'll be back
I'll knock to your door
As before

Asking for love
Like a dog

And you will let me come
Because it all was written to this book
We live in

And you accept this
Because you know me enough
To let me dance

Still

I'll be back to you
Or I'll die

Doesn't matter
I had you

So everything now
Is just a bonus
To enjoy

But l did all what I had to do
With you
I did good
All that I could

To feel you

So I go now

To enter the life

More wide


Good bye

Vanity Fair (2004) with Reese Witherspoon Trailer

There is much of colours in life to enjoy
In each time you have something to discover and go for
yet this one is still the most precious for all
No matter where it is found and for how long
Happy are these who know its taste
Unhappy too because anything else
Can't be enough when it is lost
yet life has still its charms and joys

Of course

Of course

Just this 5 minutes too late

You are this man
Who I didn't want to do this with
But I did
So now we both have to forget
That it ever happened
Immature you can say I am
Well false signs I gave to you this night
These smiles, a little care, hugs and dance
And these five minutes you asked me to stay in your place
And few little more things
I guess
Let me do this
Make you so blind insensitive enough
To take me without my permission

Now you have to disappear from my life
Like a ghost from the past
A little scar inside my mind

We didn't really build any story between
It's all misunderstanding I think



And you
Yes you my love
This one who just left me alone
Some time ago
For all these nights

How I wish you could erase this man now
Who just came and took me
So easily
Without my wish or need

You should be there
Not he

Do you know this?

【He's Just Not That Into You】 Trailer3

Cute :)

Moments of truth

At times you feel like you are a bit lost
In all these dreams that lead you through the life
Yet I hope that in the right time you know
The perfect choice
Just when you really feel it
And when you know what you want

Do not spoil these moments of truth
They are really rare
And they are good

Nothing but a heartache

Maybe you are a bit disappointed of this silence now
But how many times I can make a fool from me
In the name of this "love"
That seems to be nothing but illusion of my heart and hopes
I think it is enough for me

Yes it is baby

Just the way we are

I think you understood
What I am going to do now

And that decision was made long time ago
It's just time now
To do what I plan to do
From the start

Yes sometimes this plan
Has no sense no right time
But it is still inside
Somehow

So there is no return
I suppose

Just the way
I go
For now

Sometimes only inside
Not so sure
If it is good

But this is the way you are
You can't change much of your self
You just have to accept and follow
Your way

No matter what people say
You know all answers the best
You just have to listen them
And be brave

Yes
I suppose
Yes

Is it not this what we all love to believe?
At least

So You left

So it really happened
You left

Maybe you are right
I am not worth this pure dirty love
We fell in
Between one and the second dream

if

If I have you
If I really could have you
Perhaps for sure
I'd not feel you that much
As now
Just when I've lost you

So maybe it's better like this
To keep you here
I know well
How to live with you
Just inside
My own soul

It's better to stay with this ghost
You became for me
Than see how it could be
If you and me were different
or if we met in different time
And just belong to each other more
Than only in dreams
That are now broken too

You see
We couldn't stand this
For real

There is not wrong way for dreamer

Very well this what you say
You just don't understand one thing
That I am one of these
Dreamers
And if one day I stop follow them
It means
I died

I live only when I come closer to them
I do not hurry up too much
It all comes in the right time
Sometimes a bit unexpected yes
But all of this I can handle
Not losing the sense and the main thing

You forget also that without me
All the rest wont be the same
And there is no me without my hope and dreams
So I have to go where I see the light

That's right

Sometimes short is better

Yes sometimes when the conversation leads
To nowhere
It's better to stop it

Leonard Cohen - Chelsea Hotel#2

Leonard Cohen - Suzanne (video clip)

Distance

I wonder how far we can go from each other
And if it can be eternal
Just as this love we believed once
That can be true

I don't know

I don't know

Yet this story seems to goes on

Somehow

Even when you went out

Is this so easy?

Amazing
The sun is still shining
The life seems still keep some light inside me too
Even if you are not around me any more

How strange
This calmness

I just think how you can feel now
How it is
With you

Yes I am still curious
But this is all I can do
I have done enough
Far too much I guess

Well at least
I know
How it is
To feel all this
We all need

At times
Yes indeed

I know it

Action

I know I am bad for you now
But you deserve this
Your lack of care
Is unforgivable
And let me be like this

I will think later about consequences
if they exist

Perfect love story

You just let her do it
Then you let her end it by her self

She just can't stop talk to you
Like you were still here

She can't stop hurting you
Even when you do not care more
Of all her actions

But she still goes on

Like nothing happen

What did happen by the way?

Mamma Mia!

I promise to never grow up to the end
and to feel as a dancing queen at times too
Every day... and night I wish I could
At least just to stay with my dreams
I promise

And to have some fun
Within my wonder land

In the name of adventure
In the name of special life
Love pleasure desire

Amen

Reflections - Memoirs of a Geisha

Memoirs of a Geisha - The chairman's waltz

One of the most moving films I have seen
I loved also this wisdom about two type of personalities
Wood or water
I think I feel more water in mine
I prefer to flow trough the life
Than root

To all strangers from tagged

Mr strangers who I let come on my site
On tagged, netlog etc
Please do not send me plenty pictures
With "hot" things
Any licking woman any licked too
Even fucked I don't want
I do no like receive them from you
I don't even know you
So how you dare
To share them with me
I hate such things
Showed on my profiles when there is not me
Who share them


And all of you
Who send me something there and think it's enough to talk
Do not be mad on me, do not say not nice things
Because I don't have the time or need
To answer to all your hi
These are too crowded sites
So I have to chose the right man and the right time


To survive

Some special intimate things

These are things in this world
Which remain beautiful
Until they are intimate
Between two.. let say few
Just make them public
And they lost their charm
Forever

Who you are

Few of you
Are my world
Right now

My Mysterious

Life seems so sweet
When you have so special friends
Around
As you right now are for me
You bring smiles
With your gentle understanding sight
Inside my mind
Thank you my mysterious one
You are so wonderful
Friend
Through all this time
But today
You just made my day
Again
And who knows what the future brings
And how many smiles we still can gain
So I just though to thank you
For this what you bring in to me
Right now right here

That's why

You ask me why
Special you were for me
Well maybe
It's just because I am this little poet
Inside me
And with you I could feel
This lovely smell of new fresh love in the air
Just when you were beside me
This unwritten story
That could happen between you and me
If we go in to each other a little bit more
Maybe if we meet in a bit different time
Hard to say I just know
It was special
That's all
This sweet little touch
Which I adore

Fools

Some people are so easy to judge others
When they don't know even the part of the story
They seem to be a blind fools
Who just don't know
How sweet it is and how good
To live in your own dream world
No matter what
Oh they make me so angry sometimes
They should rather stay silent
To not make me feel mad

but all right all can think or say what they want
I just dont need to listen this at all

Too much between

But you know
Between you and me
There is sometimes so much of all these things...
That sometimes I just dream
Of simple smile
And simple kiss
And that it could
Take longer than this few moments
In space
We can have

Secretary

All you need
Is just this a little bit sweet tension
Between
And care
And this dream

My Best Friend's Girl Trailer

Lovely and funny
Reminds me you
My private
Cute ass hole

I wonder what the next dream of you can be
Silly

Vicky Cristina Barcelona Trailer

What choice do I have?

So now I have to lie
For your good
What else you will let me do
To keep this love?

Whatever it can be
You know that I will understand
And I will agree

No matter how silly it can be
I will go for it

It's just how it works
Walking by your side

Wherever it leads

Still feel sweet

When you are in it

My beloved it's still the best way to go

I know it sounds silly and naive

But it is just how it feels

A. Krzysztoń "Miła" (Kedvra)

Too many words can spoil this i know

Too many words my darling
I have still too many words
It all doesn't matter
Her reasons
I know

I don't want to spoil this all
Before it comes
Let me stay silent now
You know that I like this
And I do enjoy
Each of your thoughts
So just wait now
Stay calm

Just these smiles inside
You can keep
Your lover is amazing still
So you can live
By this dream

In to your world

Not too many answers I really need from you
I just enjoy I can dance still
When you are near
With all your world too
That you want me to accept and to love

Maybe it's just because
It's you
Who let me feel this
What I need
Let's dance my love
Still as you wish as you play
And you dream of
This music is good for both
Maybe for three too or more?
Who knows

Let try for now
What can happen next
Time will show
I suppose

Curiosity

Is it not too big crowd
You let me in suddenly to enjoy?

Who knows
For now I am surprised enough
To smile and to agree
Just to try something else a bit
What is behind
And how it can be
With you like this
My sweet?
Again you let me wish
Something more
Than I thought so far
I can do
That is good
Exciting
And complexive enough
To drown in it

and to dream still

Satine the sparckling diamond

Los Angeles

Los Angeles came to me

Suddenly

Full of surprises this life is still

For me

It's sweet

Really

It is

Profession of love

"And you wont have any gods before me"

I am your goodness
And you are my lord

From now we can enjoy the world

As it is written in the old book

of love

Islands and cities

Sometimes I live on the desert island
After this I back to the cities of thousand lovers who try to reach me
Promising kisses and sweet dreams and cute things I can take going with them

And it's all good until I can reach your island
And you among the crowd

Moments are good yet not enough

Yes some moments in space are wonderful
And still worth to go for
Yet this immortal hope
For eternal joy
Is better

It's like a sweet dream
You can feed each moment
Of your life
And smile inside
The big internal light

Is this what you own
And this makes you rich
As nothing else ever could make it

No one can take it from you too
So you are the king
Of life
And this is what is great
In that

Little big things

Sometimes just a second
Is enough that little things
Grow up enough
To kill

Good if you are in time
To pass this short time
And live
And back to normal
Like nothing never happen

And small things are small
As they were before