It' just that you fill my days by something
I can't live without any more
The most important little thing
that let all system in my mind and soul work
Without this I can't handle my days
I can't feel safe
I can't enjoy all what this life brings to me
and feel happy and feel free
to go one this journey and to love
Maybe it's because…
when you once taste
this special charm of real love
anything else is not so good for you anymore
to enjoy and to go for
Maybe I could find
a bit similar atmosphere
to create this special warm in my heart,
this belief, this charm but no it's never the same
I've found you and from now
it's just so important to me
that without it
I don't feel me enough to ever move out
to live without you inside,
so I will
But oh how happy I'm to see you again so close to me
My dear, my sweet, wonderful one
Oh yes also bad sometimes but so full of charm
In each thing you say, or you do,
you are just so beautiful
Such magic I can't resist at all
So there is no more to do but enjoy and take it all
I live by this what you offer to me
To create more love, to make you warm enough
And to make you as happy as I'm right now
With you, my love.
Just one your word, my love and all sadness disappeared
You are the most wonderful man of this world
And I’m the most happy and lucky girl
To have your heart and soul
I know :)
Suddenly such sadness
Flowed in to my heart
You seem to be so far away
My love, my beautiful man
And I’m in the middle of this colorful crowd
Just to feel how empty is my heart right now
When I’m not sure if all I do is not
Just one step to lose you on my route
I love you
Please don’t forget
I love you
And I’m just lost
Because I simply don’t know what to do
To have you a bit closer to me right now
Why must I miss you so much?
Why do I waste so much time for
All around?
I’m just lost without you
And I can’t stand this silence
I need breathe by love, I need
To prove my self every day
That you are this man
You are this one
I’ll never ever wish to lose
I’ll never ever stop to love
Even if it hurts me sometimes
When I’m not sure
If it’s not too much for you
This me - all
I’m so afraid you just want to go
Because you can’t see here beauty
Or because it’s tiring this love
Or because you don’t believe anymore
I love you like this, don’t you know?
I love when you are open
And that you say what you want
I love when you are as you are
So free, so wild even so bad sometimes
I’m happy when you are not afraid
To be to me like that
And if you feel you went too far
I like yours I’m sorry too
I love all of you
This sweet, tender one
And this bad, passionate, emotional
I love when you are you with me
And I appreciate this, my dear.
My love
I wish to be only
A reason to smile for you
But sometimes
I’m afraid that
Whatever I say or I do
Is touching you
Not the way I wish to
So tender is this
Little commitment
So fragile
I have to be careful more
For this what I say
Each word, each action
Can be too much to stand
Can let you feel down
And this is the last thing I want
So naturaly it comes to me
The way you touch
My dreams
The way you create me
As a girl
So wanting you still
It's all because of you, my darling
If my life seems to be a wonderful one
It's just because I found you
If my words can touch you and give you warm
It's because you lighted me for you
If I'm special for you I feel this way too
And I smile but I'd never be like this if not you,
My love
I'm alive because of you
Because of this what I feel to you
And because of this open book
I write still and I wish, I wish so much to be here
I don't know when and how we meet
One day but, me too, my love
I wish this so much and I live for this right now
Just as for another smile from your side
All the truth
What the truth are you looking for
Just take me and you will see it
Within my eyes, baby
All the truth
Is this what turns you on
What makes you feel
This way as you feel right now
So happy with me somehow
So come on stop these silly talks
About the philosophical aspects of the world
About this special place which not exists at all
Don't say that you look for the challenge in me like this
Just come and take me
In your words, in your thoughts, in real
The way is the best for you and me
Occasionally or still,
No matter how you wish and dream
What kind of truth
Do you want to know more?
Just come and take me, honey
You've won me already
With this big lottery of thoughts
So you can have this what you want
You were brave enough
To stay my love
And again
All I can do my man
Is just to dream
Of our sweet love
We have here
In our lovely trip
Through you and me
And all I wish
Is just that you could
Take a pleasure from me
So in love with you
Still
Oh, down to earth
It’s so hard to be
When you are near
You make me wanting to be
This one special girl
You can see like this
You dream of, my sweet
How I wish to be
This one you are looking for
This one so gorgeous, so sexy
And so warm
Who is burning under the first touch of your glance
On her always naked body for you
Waiting to be seen, to be touched more
By your lovely flying soul
That let her feel so good
Just as I feel right now watching
Your charming dreams here
My dear
Yes it's better like this
You see it is much better like this
To leave this way without anger and regrets
You forget I'm a whiles collector
And I can't have bad memories
It's not a good way for me
Just to live with sadness and hate
You are still able to make me happy or destroy me as well
So it's good that your mysterious plan fell
And we stay beautiful to each other
And we can stay in peace
Knowing only this that if we could we will be together.
Yes the world is as big and beautiful
As your imagination that's true
So thank you too to be so beautiful
And to fill my days by love passion and joy
You were just as you should be, my love
To make me the woman I'm right now
I hope I was able to leave
Some little sign in your heart
And that whenever you will think of me
You will smile and just feel all right
That something like that
Suddenly happened inside your heart
Never regret never be sad
It's best like this
We leave
But we still have our memories
We still have our dreams
And this life as no one else
Because we feel and we are real
That's all that matter
My dear lovely sweet lover man
Yes I can accept this goodbye
But I'll stay with my memories
This you can't take away from me
I do not agree :)
Forgive me
I didn't know I can be so cruel in love
So it all just hurts you that I'm here
That all makes you feel insane
Because you can't
Have me the way you wish
Only because you are weak enough
To not do it
Only because we live
Too far away...
Yes I'm a bit cruel I know
But sometimes you run
and you don't think too much
What you do
You just run for this
What you find beautiful
And I found you
I crash in to your life
As a bomb
Now I see this
I didn't know
It will be like this
Believe me
I didn't plan this
But now I see
It's all my fault
Please forgive me
Forgive me to make a hell
In your soul
Forgive me
That you fell in love
Forgive me
That we can't be together
For real
Forgive me that I'm here
Still so smiling and tall as you say
Even if you tried so hard to trample me down
Just to forget me
Forgive me
That I was so blind, my love
Forgive me my write
Forgive me that I fell in you too
Forgive me
That I'm so far away from you
Forgive me to not be even faithful to you
Forgive me to let you down
Forgive me all my faults
I'm guilty
It's not you
You are just beautiful
That's all
You were harsh to me
Just because you wish me to leave you in peace
I shall respect this and I will
Thank you to let me live still.
Simple recipe to have a woman (or at least her heart) :
Attract her the way you are
Let her enter freely your life
Fall in love
Then leave her
With a bang
Then you have her
Forever perhaps
Just don't forget to let her know that all you do
It's just because you love
Because as you know
we appreciate these things
which we want and we lost
the most.
Love turned into the form of art
This site is my private theater
And my heart plays on this scene another act
It’s real though it’s still the play
But love you see is here
I wish you are the main watcher and actor as well
But I don’t mind to be seen by all
When I sing my song filling the pages of my life’s book
I never know who will come on the stage
To let me scream or dance more
Meantime there is a peace or little monologue
But this theater still lives here and welcomes all.
Oh yes you are not only sweet
But also very bitter one
How should I forget
And be silly enough to share with you my thoughts
You are the man who needs
Just another type of woman than I'm
I can't be true to you
It kills us and this love
This love which doesn't exist anymore
Or maybe it was all just imagination?
But no, too much anger in you
After my words
But you left me, do you remember?
You did
So what did you expect?
Sometimes we all have to fight
With this madness inside
I'm not without a fault
I know I can hurt
The same way you do
What is wrong with us, my love?
Where this path leads us?
Oh but actually all is gone
So what to worry about?
You can make me a fool
Or even the last idiot of this world
I can say many not important words
But at the end
All I can do
Is just to face this true
That you are this one I love
But it doesn't matter anymore
I lost you I know
I have to go my own wrong
Pointless way right now
Bye bye
Maybe you are right
Live your life
I hope I'll find some sense in mine
But you know that perhaps
It'd be a bitter moon
Between me and you
So maybe it's better like this
Good your answer is
so we can really go in peace right now
No one hurts anyone
All are winners
In this case
All stay tall no one fools anyone
It’s just no way for us that’s all
How easy is this right now
I can go with a smile
Thank you for this my love
You are one who is able to kill me by your words
You have to be careful too
Goodbye my love
Goodbye stay in peace forever
You just didn't understand
Any message I had to you
So now I know
What I'm standing on
I just lost another love of life
And even friend I had hope to have in you
And all illusions I have had so far too
Yes I see now very clear
Yes it was all just a big mistake
We did both
And yes all I see
Is that we are all alone on our way of life
And all lovers betray
That's how you have used to this and live again
And be born for another day for another dream
Of perfect love
That will come.
Yes it was good time to say goodbye
I'm strong enough now to survive
I'm able to go further
and to appreciate all things that happened to us
you were such a lovely man
and it was a perfect romance
but it's time to go
to our separate ways - I know
and I accept
so goodbye
for good
and have a beautiful life
my wonderful sweet one
love
It's so long ago I haven’t seen you
lover
is it all good in your life?
are your days full of smiles?
oh please let me know soon
I wish to know all you do
and if you are happy now or no
and if your face is so sweet
as it was before
and if your eyes
are hiding the same light and love?
oh comeback to just tell me this
please
I'm as a child
Who is playing in this
Game of life
With a smile
Sometimes I cry too
When I lose
Something I love so much
But after a while
I smile again
When I see you came
To me
again
My gentle man
So you came back to mother of your child now
I know it’s better like this to both
I know sometimes we have to leave
Sometimes we have to be a realist
But it’s so sad we never met each other and now it is too late
you know my love, with the time we just put on us higher luggage that’s all,
all these loves that comes, some stay some go
it's all in us after years some we left but some we can't
sometimes we are even coming back to put it again on us
depends what we need at times,
I don’t know if it's bad or no
but recently i have very colorful life
I know you don’t like it,
but actually we are not together
maybe we never will,
though i always feel you near,
you were this first sweet man
who came here for love
and i gave you this from all my heart
but it's not easy to be in love just here i know
for you and for me too
i need all the time some touches
so i have them
i didn’t know there is so many beautiful men on this world,
yes I'm also naughty one
and they give me smiles
and yes i do dance for them too
and they say to me
the same sweet words as you
and they are beautiful in this
Maybe you stop loving me
knowing what i do
I don’t know you are easy to leave
and I can understand this I think.
Maybe it's all for some time of my life
so enjoyable i don’t know
maybe i have that kind of soul
The only thing I wish is that you will not forget me
and sometimes think of me with a smile in your heart,
you are still so special one for me
though you were never treating me well I think
but even these few touches you gave me and smiles
means a lot and thank you one more time
to put so much love into my heart,
I'll always have and keeping you inside
even if we really never met you will stay
like that
as you are just beautiful
Lover
I have had
Any man who didn’t touch my heart
This who didn’t come closer a bit
Doesn’t take a part
In the mystery of my life
But each one of you
Who came here
For love
Is the part of me now
Is the treasure I gain
Inside
All of you are great!
All of you are sweet
All of you know
What the beauty between you and me is
All of you are here
Forever
Even if all we had was just a while
You are still the best thing I have ever had a chance
To receive in this life
The more you bound my body the more you relief my soul
every day I feel better with this
no chains, no fear
lives here
just
love
and
the wish to give you more
I just came to say that you are beautiful
I can’t say yet if I want anything from you
I came here just to say
That you are beautiful
And that I enjoy this what I found
In your world
It’s so different from this one I know
Maybe that’s why so interesting to me
But there is something more in it
I think you are special
You gave me new smiles
You gave me wild dreams
During last night
Because I saw all of you
And I wished to be there too
This image so inspiring as frightener
But beautiful and sweet the same
What to do if I see only a beauty in you
Maybe we all miss for pain as for love
Maybe we all search for this what we can’t find
In this simple world?
Without going a little bit the frames out
We can’t really know who we are
I found your world tender, sensual and beautiful
No real brutality is in you even when you give pain is just to feel more
Besides I always believed in the charm of new experiences
As I saw on your site
How enjoyable!
Thank you , one more time to leave me with smile!
And quite excited!
That what is all about !
Let me dream then…
If love is nothing but illusion of the heart
so let me live in this dream forever
let me believe still
that you and me
is we
Don’t wake me up
I love to dream like that
Don’t wake me up
I want to sing my song
Till the end of love
Our home is here
It's so nice you have been back
In the form you like the most
My love
As some sweet little answer
For the basic question of my own soul
Now all is going on the way it was before
Just don't tell me anymore
How much you need to see me
Just don't ask me to come
Because I know
You don't want this at all
Our home is here
Forever and never we change this
It's good to live here for us
So please never say such lies
As before
Because I don't want
To be fool anymore
By your pretty charming words
And this hope for something more
I feel good here and I never want any change
No, no I wish to dream of you
Right here and more
But never ever want to see you
In real world
You and me
May it be just imagination
You and me?
May it be all just mind creation
Loving here?
We never touch, we never see
So how it can be
To feel you so much
In me
Why can't I stop to think of you
My love?
Why all my life
Is running around you
Right now
Even if you seems to
Walk away into the silence
If all you said was just to please me
If all you said was nothing
You really meant
So why, why
I miss your words and you
Right now
I can fill my life by thousand
Beautiful romances
But no one can take your place
No one can create this story
Of you and me
Don’t you know this?
Don’t you believe
That you and me
Is something different
That you and me
Is this dream I wish to live
Forever in
That you and me
Is all I want to believe in
Should remember
What to think of you now
My sweet one
If you do everything
That I'd stop believe
In you and me
What makes you so extremely busy
To not leave me any sight of you anymore
To change your number phone
Just before my visit to your place?
Oh please come on
Why you do it to me, my love?
I thought I mean something for you
But maybe I was wrong
Why honestly you can't say
That you don't want
To see me in reality
That all fun maybe
Between you and me
Is only here
In our dream moon landing trip
Especially if we don't need
To meet too often
To not absorb each other too much
In our busy lives
Oh yes my love, I know
That sometimes we afraid
To face some real things
Or we simply lost some energy
To take it, to go on
Or to meet each other
As right now
I don't have force enough
To let you believe in this no more
I'll stay in my own world
There is no chance now
For more
If you don't wish it'd happen my love
Even if you always say
How much you do
These are nothing but words I know
Some lies you use
To caress my soul
Nothing more
It's nothing more
Yes, I should remember...
So little you
There is so little you in my life still
How can I be sure that you are real?
How to believe in this love here?
I don't know my sweet man but what can I do
I still wish that all you said to me is true
I still find the light in this way
And this what I love to believe
Is this little dream we have here
That you and me is all
What we really need
Am I wrong?
Tell me
I love this sweet madness I drawn
Are you sure my love that all we feel here
Is not but simple illusion of our heart?
And maybe we shouldn't meet at all
To not crash this sweet dream we own?
I feel so good in this lovely madness I have
I do not want to lose it
or lost any touch of yours
I do not want wake up to real life
I just want to believe in you and me
And live with this charm all the time
And feel you beside me
As I do now
You just fit to me
You are not too bad
and not too good
You just perfectly fit to my soul
And you make me feel the way I love
That's all what I need to be sure
That you and me is exactly this
What I want
Invisible hope
I know
That you are
Quite invisible
In my life still
But these little
Touches
I have from you
In time
Mean to me more
Than all my world
And this hope
For you soon
Is all
I really long
And live for
Even if for a while
If I wish to be sure something on this world
It's you my love,
but you know too that
even if you don’t have too much to offer to me
it's allright too,
it's enough to believe
it's enough just to live by this
so long as it is possible,
if I say be real with me
it is just that I wish you here
to be with me so open
and familiar and just as you are
I wish to believe in your heart
and your words
always so sweet to me
but you know there wont be any consequences
if you don’t,
even if it's all nothing but dream
I still appreciate that you came
to me just to light my life
even if for a while
I’m beside you still
You may not feel my touch
Laying in your bed at night
After your always busy day
When you are tired
You may not see me
Watching your sleepy eyes
Just beneath your losing dream
When you are waking up
You may not share with me
Some of your daily things
You simply live by
During your cheerful life
But remember
That no matter what you do
And if things are going
Up or down
You can be sure
That I'm here
For you
My heart never lies to me
So you know
That I'm always beside you
And I feel with this so good
That nothing can change
This simple truth
That I belong to you
And that there is nothing
More precious on this world
To me
Than our story of love
And our dream we drowned both
And you with me somehow
Together
In our dream world finding trip
Forever
So, you know me now
And I'm so bared beside you
Even living so far still
Yet close enough
To feel your breath inside me
Don’t miss me
You say you miss me,
So why don't you come?
If you miss me, my love
So please don't
Just come to me
You know how I love
Your voice
And every touch of your
Beautiful shining soul
So please just come
Every time you need this
Every time you want
I'm always for you
As you know
Just
Don't forget it
My boy
I can’t live without you
I don't like your silence
you know
and I don't feel so comfortable
anymore
but maybe you have some reason
to be like this,
there is not any problem for me
that we can't meet
I know as well as you
that it can be difficult
but I love you
and my life really started
from the time you came but
if you don't feel good with me
anymore
you can go
away
Oh no please stay
Forget it what I just said
Never go away
Please stay
I need you so much
To live
You are this one for me
Who I can trust and love
and understand
and be real with
Please don't go
How I love you
How I love
Every single inch of you
Your every thought
You are my love
You are the part of me
Don't forget it
You understand me well
You can accept me as I'm
Even this what you said at the start
About all these mythologies around
You don’t believe in
Makes me sure
That we are both as one
You can play and live as me
You can understand everything
All I want to do
Is just to dance with you
So, please stay
And come to me someday
I want this so much
I can't imagine my life without
You
Here inside my heart and soul
Here within all dreams I have
Because of you
You like intelligent women
You said once oh
Am I strong-headed enough
To be your love?
What if all I have to offer to you
Is nothing but my fragile heart?
And my body so hungry you
Do you think it's enough?
What if I'm nothing but a simple girl?
And there is nothing so mysterious in me
To discover, to go deeper for?
What if I'm nothing but me?
Is it enough to you
Is it enough to love?
What if it can be nothing but a while
Even worth to remember
But there is no way to leave the past
To change our lives
Is it worth to start?
Is it worth to risk?
Do you want
To be in love with me
The way we are
Is it enough to fly
To be happy like this
Is it enough to live?
Oh why so many question all the time
If I love you and this is enough
To be so happy and to keep this dream
Just come someday
And touch me
And be for real
Why?
Nothing stayed from my passion today
Lovers - go away
I feel sadness inside
I want to be alone tonight
Why, why I miss your lies
So much?
Can I live without them
Anymore?
What is more sweet than
Your words
To me?
But how to listen you
If I don't believe
Why some of it
Still sounds so real
In me?
Why if you show
Nothing but
That you just play
With my heart
Why you do that?
And why I can't
Free away my self
From you
Why do I love you?
It doesn’t hurt so much
No you don't hurt me
This time too much
That you didn't come
Maybe because
There is natural
In us, that every time
It disappoints less
Besides I bought some new dress
So I can say
I'm in good mood today
Yes, just a little bit regret
Not even this that you didn't come
But this
That I believe less
In every word you can say
From now
By the way
Why you didn't come
This time?
I wonder if you explain
In some interesting way
This fact that
You fool me again
I hope just that you make fun
With this game
You call by big words sometimes
But now I know
That you just play
But it's ok
It's good to laugh
We don't have the time for sorrows
It's without sense to worry
About such things too long
I'm just not going to take your words
Seriously
So, yes love me more
And forever
Be my boy
And feel good with these sweet lies
Which makes us fools sometimes
Love knows no distance
Once you said
To me
What are you doing here
Anna
Be realist
I'm living in the South
You are there in the North
So how come you see
The future for you and me?
Come back
To your home
There is no
Distant love
Possible
And now
When I know
Your answer for my call
I'm just more sure
That there is no
Any distance important
For true love
You were wrong
My new love
Who has found me
Lives much far
From you
But it doesn't matter
For us at all
We feel this
What you never did
And we are happy
To be together
You will never know
What you have lost
I suppose
But it doesn't matter anymore
Everyone has it's own true
To believe
And I hope
That you are happy
To gain this what you have been built
Your reality you live within
I'm happy living in my dream of love
Being there with my boy
Who always so perfectly knows
How to make me wanting him
On and on
He is the artist of my soul
He is the man who I know
Even without any real touch
He offered me
Much more
He made me
The woman in love
So, there is no other true
To me
Just that I love him
There is no other answer
That you never did
But who cares of this now?
The past has gone by
And now
Is just the heart which believes again
And there is new treasure to gain
And there is a dance of love
For this one
Who loves.
Good bye and hello
Yes my love
I think I'll be always in love
With you
I'm glad I just can see
Your beautiful face
On this virtual space
And then I smile
To you
To my thoughts too
Even if now I'm more sure
That we wont see each other
Maybe for another year
Or more
I'll dream about your touch
All my life perhaps
But it's all right
I use to live like that
Mental life is as strong
Or even more
As this reality around
So we can stay as we are
Just here
Inside
So, good bye
And hello
My love
Why angry
Don't be so angry for me
The new man I have been met recently
I don't understand
Why so hurry you are
In this way to me
You are impossible
Emotional, passionate
And I'm afraid a bit
You in my life
I don't know
What to expect from you
What you are going to do
To say to me soon
You are amazing but
I love some other guy
And I can't promise you
That I'd be for you
Someone more than
This little ray of the sun
Which brings you smile
This I can be but
Someone more?
I can't be your lover
If you wish so
I have another man
Worth to wait for
I love you
"And I do
You are my darling"
So simple loving words between us
Which only we can feel so much
How I love to receive all these lovely answers
Of yours
You are my soul mate
You are my sweet man
I wish to be so close to you
I love to know that I'm yours
I feel you near me
And I'm not afraid
To tell you anything
And I know
You'd understand me well
And I'm sure
Your words are true
You read my soul
And you perfectly know
What I want
You are this one
I was looking for
So long.
Sweet sexy words
I hear
From your mouth
And it makes me feel
So wonderful
So happy
And so wanting you
My boy
Every little word
Of yours
Is like a prayer
Is like a song
To my soul
I can feed my self like this
And live
And believe
And dream
About this holy night
Which will come
Soon
In the shadow
Of another day
Which just flowed away
With joy
That you share with me
This special dream
And that we live
So beautifully
We are the lucky ones aren't we?
We have everything
Love, desire and this special joy
Which the woman can give the man
Which the man can give the woman
In love.
Don’t worry about me
You turned your back on the crowd
But remember
That here is the heart
Which is beating for you
So never mind
And come back to me soon
I'll be waiting for you
Whole my life through
I'm not impatient now
You know that
You have my heart
So you can go away
For as long as you need
As long it is necessary,
Don't worry about me
I know how to feed my soul
By smiles beauty and love
Daily misses
I'm dying again
Life is so empty today
He is silent from two days
It's hard to stand
But he is back
And this is good
He is back in the way
He could
He is always to me
Occasionally
But loving still and only me
As he said
And I believe again
Love makes me not able
To do anything again but
I can't forget about love
I can't
And I'm in this strange condition during a day
External life doesn't exist
I wish to look at his picture that's all I wish
And wait for him
Months or years
Doesn't matter
And never wake up from this dream I have
I'm writing to him
When I feel I must
I write a poems too and that's enough
And I learn how to be patient in love too
As he wants me to be right now
He creates me from the start
Because I forget my self
I forget the world and the life
I have one direction from now
To be in his arms
Someday
Only this has some meaning to me
Anything else
Is just a dream
Love words
You have my artistic passion
And you have my love
What do you need more?
"Your body"
Then come
"I'm coming to you"
Oh, god
My body
You want
How I'm happy
To hear your words
You always know so well
What to answer
Of my questions
Lover
You talk to me
As I want
That's why
I love you
As no one before
How I'm glad
You want
My body more
Than my love
and art
That's what
I wanted to know
To love you more
This night
It's so easy to become
Impatient again
From two days
I'm thinking
About you here
Because of your words
So sweet
I'm coming to you
And now I'm not sure
Are you coming just right now?
Or in the future we will have
Someday
And again
I'm so hungry you
Your eyes
Your hands
Your lips on me
And you within
I've found some new possibility for us
Some place unknown
But I do not want
To interrupt
In your life
I've learnt to wait
For you
I do not want
To interrupt
In this dream
I enjoy
Just my thoughts
About you
I don't need to talk
I don't need to call
To tell you this
But I still wish
To share with you
Some of these thoughts
Like before and I love to wait
For the signs
From your side
I love
When you are coming
To my world
So suddenly
I love my reactions
Of this
It's amazing for me still
Discovering this love
Inside my body and soul
It is wonderful
Do you love me?
Do you love just me?
"You and my son"
Did you really want to leave me?
"………………………………"
If I don't send you my message
That all I want is you,
You wouldn't do this
You will never send to me
Any message anymore?
"………………………………"
Have you been waiting for my message to you?
"Yes, yes, yes!"
God, how I love you
"I had to leave you when you mentioned about another man
Never ever have one"
So it's you who are the man of my life
"I'll come soon to be inside you
How much I wish to kiss you now"
You had to do it
You had to leave me
I know
You had to do it
And now
I love you
More than ever
And now
I'm yours
Forever
Ashes
I left my lover
I left my friend
The man who loves me
So much and deep
I didn't love him
Enough to stay I think
Yes I wanted
I wanted you for a while
You are so sweet to me
But without him
I can't
I just can't
Be with you again
As you wish to
I can't love anymore
I'm broken
Not able to see
To feel, to live
I do not exist
He is gone
He is gone
He doesn't love me now
I can't stand my self
In his eyes so hard to me
He doesn't want me
Doesn't respect
Doesn't believe
That I'm worth one his breath
I'm leaving now
I'm not able to love
He is gone
His heart is cold for me
He closed the doors
Any way I can't see
By one cut
He destroyed all joy of life
All love I have had
To the world
So I can't
Let you to come in
There is only ashes
Which stay
For today in me
Outcast
You don't want me anymore
So why do you want to read me still
If you don't need me
If I'm not worth of your love so suddenly
If you just scrap me on the floor
Like a broken doll
Which doesn't work anymore
As you want
You don't want me anymore
You don't believe in my love
So why do you want to read
My words
It's all broken right now
You don't want to see me on your site
You don't want me in your life
So don't take a pleasure
From my write
From my poems to you
If you don't want me anymore
My words are like me
So go away from my dreams
About this love for whole life
We could live with
Leave to the end
Me
Never come back
I can't stand another
Goodbye from your side
It's simply too hard.
It’s for you right now
You say you love my poetry
You say you read it
you eat it, you drink
Maybe it's just because
I put my heart
To every word I write
And you know too
That most of it is for you
I came to this world
To make you happy, you know
To make you my man, my friend
and my lord
So, enjoy
You miss me
I love to feel you
This way
As I do today
After your words
Always so sweet to me
I love to hear
Your voice
I love to know
That you miss me
Darling
I love you
Still and
I want you
More and more
Every day
And I'm glad
To come back
To you
With whole my body and soul
I love to be yours
As you know
Never forget about this
My love
You miss me
That's all I need
To feel you
Inside me
Life and poetry
poetry
warped scraps of reality
raised on summits of thoughts
dressed into forms perfect less or more
to amuse, to believe, to feel, to penetrate furtively
into this what we call an existence
life
Is just this what flows
among one and the second line
Patient girl
Is waiting for a man
To come
But she can't be so alone
So she is adored
At this time by someone special too
Who wants to take her heart and soul
But she doesn't know what to do
She knows that she loves
The man who
Is absent so often
and she needs more daily care
so she lets another came
To her mind and heart too
What to do
What to do
Does she lost
His this way?
Does she stay alone
At the end?
I don't know
But I want
You
I want you the most
But you can't be by my side
All the time
You are too busy for that
So, I have to do something
With this free time
To not die
To stay alive
For you
Caring lover
Is this
What she needs the most
But he can't come
To her world again
He is silent
He is impossible man
But the best for her
Missing your thoughts
The whisper of love
Came to my soul again
But I'm not sure of your heart
Still
As I know you
And this
What do you want
The most
My Dear
Perhaps you don't have
Whole my heart yet
But it doesn't mean
That you can't take me tonight
I'm suspicious still
A bit
But it doesn't mean
That I don't love you
Because I do
Yes I do
It's just that
I'm still unsure
This what you hide inside
I'm still afraid that
You and I it's just a dream
Which can't exist in reality
By the way
You make my days so full of life
You make my heart so full of smiles
I'm so glad to find you
but
How I wish to be sure
That we can survive the time
All this time
When we are not together,
Do you think of me still
Even when I'm silent
Even when you are silent,
When we don't see
We don't touch each other,
When we don't see our thoughts,
When we do so many things around
And we don't know anything about this?
I need your words as an air
Please come and say
That you love me
And you care
I don't like it that
When I'm silent
You are like this too
At this time I'm afraid
Our love is not growing
At all
At this time
We can stay strangers again
You and I can disappear
I don't want this
I feel good with you
I feel as a part of your life
As a part of you
But these whiles
When I'm not sure
Annoying me a bit
But I can't do anything
Where are you?
My love?
And why so little time
You can spend with me,
Why you don't want
To share your soul freely
You don't need
You don't feel you have to, perhaps
But I miss your words
I try to live normally
And enjoy other things
But I miss your thoughts
And I'm afraid of this love
I don't want to lose
Something so special, so good
I get from life again,
So please don't let me think
This way
Come and say
That you live, that you think
And you are with me still
In this dream
Forgive me
You are silent
It always makes me a bit sad
Especially when before that
I had written something what
I regret
When I'm too emotional
To you sometimes,
When I have my black thoughts
or doubts,
And I have put them all to you
Then this silence,
Then I feel
Such an emptiness
Such a idle day,
You blend into me as a tree
I'm not sure how I could live
Without you
I don't want even to imagine this
You are within me
And it's enough to live
And to feel
Everything
What is possible
And to love you still
Forever and ever I will
And forgive me
Every doubt
I have had so far
Every bad word
Every thought
Which is against
Our love,
You and me,
Which is because
I feel so weak
Sometimes
Without your arms
Around me
Come tonight
Yes you're right, my love
We don't need to hurry up at all
We have a lot of time
To meet each other
Step by step
We will know more and more
That you would fill my soul
To complete me whole
I don't want to disappoint you
Not at all
I just love to hear your voice
I just need to be sure of it
That you feel the same
What I feel
That's why I write
All these things
But I believe
That you want me still
And I have hope
For this love
Which wont disappoint
Anyone
I'm so hungry of your words
I'm curious of your soul
Your point of view
For the things
Your relationships
Your life which you live
As much as your touch and kiss
As much as your palms and lips on me
I want you whole in me
Please complete me
Be within
This is my dream
But you know
That I wish still
To have your heart
So I will try
To be this right girl
If you wish
Even living here
Within your dreams
About me
I wish to make you happy
And I know you want this same
And I love this
I want this
I need
So, please come to me
When I'll go to sleep
Come to my dream
I need to feel your touch inside
I wish to hold your mind
And kiss you for good night
Tonight
Sorrow
Sometimes I think
That if I'd reach
Only for you
To come to me
I'd probably die
From sorrow
That you don't come
That all I see
Is just an empty space
Where you should be
So I have to
Keep whole the world
During this time
When you have been gone
When I'm waiting for you
Alone
Waltz with death
I touch the interior of a black abyss
And I feel death in my hand
I turn her over in my fingers
I dance with her in the moonshine
The shameless waltz of my dark thoughts
I penetrate her incorporeality
And I feel that I have her in me
She is the miraculous well
In which I would like to sink every day
And touch her soul,
And tear to pieces her heart
To absorb all
What is concealed before me.
Calmness
The priestess of calm normality
Lives here temporarily
She tries to cover the skies
Black chaos of the nonentities
She smiles condescendingly
Reconciled with the world
I measure her time
When she will fall out from the corner
When she will meet with an accident
And I will jump in the precipice again.
The time between
I was living in my dream
So long and now
I came back
To this world
To normality again
But I'm not sure
Is it good to me at all
I'm so calm
I see the world around
So clear
I still can smile but
This passion inside
I have had for a while
Is gone now
I'm not going to do
Anything special anymore
Just live as always in peace
It is a kind of relief but
How long I could live
Just like this
I don't know
But I'm sure
I'll start to miss
Something special
On my way again
After this particular time
When I'm just OK
With myself.
Just believe in something
Everything just depends
What has a meaning to you
What doesn't have
But this what is important
I think, is just to believe
In something
Not important what it could be
Just believe
Don't be a terrorist
Don't be a fanatic
Don't be a realist too big
And believe and do what do you like
That's it
The point of view for happy days
For sure.
Fellow passengers
Everyone has this same problem all the time
How to live on this ground
And how to be happy with it, somehow
Everyone want this same
All the mankind one by one
All we are just wandering through years
To find out in the end, the perfect place
Of our existence here
We all want to be drowned sometimes too
In this what we love the most
We are looking our own chances and smiles to win
Our own worlds and whiles
And in the end we are all lost
So, how to not love this world?
How to not love?
Some of us are monsters
Some of us are just a simple guys I know
But we are all looking for the same basic goals
We are all looking for the same just in a different ways
And we all are lost at the end of course
But what to do then?
Let's try to not lose all this time we have
That's all we can do, all we can be sure
It's always worth to fight for this
What we miss the most
It's always worth to look
Another way to go through
Or to not go at all too
It's always worth to believe
It's always worth to be real
And it's always worth to drink
Another cup of tea, I think
What else?
Just don't forget
That we are all here
For this same
We all share this same end as well
So, don't be so alone
Don't be even so strong
We are together one by one
Living here on this Earth
So, maybe it's time to stop this fight?
What do you think the friend of mine?
Do you agree with me, somehow?
High Hopes
Beyond the horizon of the place we lived when we were young
In a world of magnets and miracles
Our thoughts strayed constantly and without boundary
The ringing of the division bell had begun
Along the Long Road and on down the Causeway
Do they still meet there by the Cut
There was a ragged band that followed in our footsteps
Running before times took our dreams away
Leaving the myriad small creatures trying to tie us to the ground
To a life consumed by slow decay
The grass was greener
The light was brighter
When friends surrounded
The nights of wonder
Looking beyond the embers of bridges glowing behind us
To a glimpse of how green it was on the other side
Steps taken forwards but sleepwalking back again
Dragged by the force of some sleeping tide
At a higher altitude with flag unfurled
We reached the dizzy heights of that dreamed of world
Encumbered forever by desire and ambition
There's a hunger still unsatisfied
Our weary eyes still stray to the horizon
Though down this road we've been so many times
The grass was greener
The light was brighter
The taste was sweeter
The nights of wonder
With friends surrounded
The dawn mist glowing
The water flowing
The endless river
Forever and ever
By Pink Floyd
I live for you now
I live for the feeling
Like this
I have right now
From the time
You came to my life
So suddenly
I live for the man
As you are
I live for this night
I could spend
Within your arms
I live for the charm
Of these words
You gave to me so far
So sweet so wild
I live for you now
And for this
What can be
between you and me
Internal words
Sometimes I try to be hard
and not write for a while to you
To make you feel this way as you do
unsure
For a while
Is this love real
Are you in love with me still?
But my words are growing in me
And then I just can't
To not let you know
That I care that I want
you
I wont beg you for anything
I'm strong enough to not do it
But I miss your words
The sight of you
Momentarily I'm scared
That you go away but I know
That everything will be ok
I still have hope
For this special love
But if you ever decide to
Not start this in real
Please tell me
Tell me everything you think
I'm so hungry your soul
Within me
If you decide to go away
I'll understand
I'll be sad
But life is like that
And we both must want
This same
To make this love
Great
Every day with you inside
Is like a new way
new beginning, another start
We can say hello
and we can say goodbye
I have had this dark thoughts
From time to time
That you don't care
That you would stop it and go away
But then
I can't, I can't stop my self
I wish to have you
Someway
Even with your stillness
And when you are so silent
Even if you don't come to me
And if I wont come to you
I still want to be with you
And I can't play with you
In silence game
To let you
Be hungry me
more
I'm not able to do that yet
So forgive me
That I let you know again
That I'm with you
That you are my man
On the way
You live inside
This dream which
I used to call
My life
We never know
Where this path
Leads us
And this is
The most exciting
Part of the story
All the truth
What the truth are you looking for
Just take me and you will see it
Within my eyes, baby
All the truth
Is this what turns you on
What makes you feel
This way as you feel right now
So happy with me somehow
So come on stop these silly talks
About the philosophical aspects of the world
About this special place which not exists at all
Don't say that you look for the challenge in me like this
Just come and take me
In your words, in your thoughts, in real
The way is the best for you and me
Occasionally or still,
No matter how you wish and dream
What kind of truth
Do you want to know more?
Just come and take me, honey
You've won me already
With this big lottery of thoughts
So you can have this what you want
You were brave enough
To stay my love
